knowing you (process of editing)

Chapter fifteen~ Here we Go

KAYLEE'S P.O.V..

I just had to get back to my room. I couldn't believe that he thought that he could tell me what to do. I was, and always would be my own woman. Even though What we had just done, I had to admit was the most amazing experience I had ever had and I was elated by the fact that he was officially my mate, That didnt mean that he had instantly turned into my master. And I didn't know why, but something was pulling me to him. I felt a really painful, and  overwhelming anxiety consume me. I needed to be with him, even though I was angry with him. I had to force myself to keep going to my destination. I finally got to my bedroom door, and went to open it and before I could touch the knob, I felt someone grab me from behind. It was Baylon. He turned me around, looked deeply into my eyes and then kissed me so passionately, that I melted in his arms. My restlessness immediately settled with him holding me in his arms. Was he like a drug to me now? I didn't think that I could feel like that. My heart swelled, but what did that mean? I felt like a smoker must feel when they need a cigarette. Is he just my air now? Then he spoke into my ear, "Now that we have mated Kay, we are connected to each other like no one else in this world.. We....are...one. And you are mine."

His words made my insides tingle with desire. I knew that he was feeling the same way. He grabbed my waist with one arm and the back of my neck with the other hand and kissed me lightly on my lips. I was loving every minute of it, I was lost in his arms. It was like heaven, Then the next thing that I knew I was snatched from his warmth into a very disapproving fathers grasp. "What the hell is going on out here?"

I knew instantly that I was gonna be grounded for the rest of my life. "Go to your room Baylon, NOW." he told him. Baylon seemed angry, but at the same time he wasn't an Alpha yet and my father positively was, He paused for a moment feeling the challenge, but he knew to just leave for now." I apologize sir, Goodnight." I smiled at him and my father frowned at me. "Lets go downstairs and talk about this so we wont disturb anyone else in the house." He said to me, and I could tell that he was really angry with me. We finally got downstairs and went into the dining room and sat at the table. He sat back in his chair and just looked at me for a moment, then he finally spoke," So...Now you and he are sneaking around together?" I wanted to say, " He and I are in love, We want to be together, get married,  and live Together." But I knew that that sounded like a child so I decided to approach the subject in a different way.

"Daddy, I love him and we aren't going to do anything that would jeopardize our relationship. I know that if we were going against what you all wanted then we wouldn't be allowed to be together until later on in our lives, so why would I do that? We are true mates dad, nothing's gonna change that. But we will respect your boundaries okay?" He inhaled deeply, then sat up closer in his chair. "Kaylee, we just don't have time for this right now, we are going into battle in a matter of hours and we all have to be prepared, so for right now can you just cool it?" I smiled and replied ,"Of course daddy, I am ready to go into battle also!"

"Your kidding right?"my dad said smiling with a sort of a puzzlement. When I shook my head no, My father jumped up immediately, "Oh no! That is just not going to happen at all Kaylee, I forbid it! You will not be going into battle, Is this HIS idea?" I Jumped up also, now here my dad is forbidding me to battle also? And then he wants to put it off on Baylon...like I don't have a mind of my own! " Daddy, this is not Baylon's idea, in fact, he is totally against it, I DO have a mind of my own dad and I want to go and fight for my pack!" He just continued to shake his head and started to walk up the stairs away from me. I followed him aggressively, finally I stopped determined for him to listen to what I had to say. "Father I AM going to into the battle. I am a future Alphas mate, and I belong to Both of these packs. I respect you and my mother, But this is where I have to do what I know is right for me. I'm sorry." I walked away and my dad just stood there for a moment and then walked away.

I hated to have to speak to him that way, but he needed to hear how I felt. I felt really bad about it so I decided to go to talk to Baylon, But when I got to his room he was already asleep. I didn't want to disturb him so I just went back to my room and laid down. I wasn't really getting any sleep this night and I was exhausted, but the moment I hit the pillow my sister spoke. " I have to tell you that I need you to be careful Kaylee, I know your plans and I will be praying for you and Baylon. Goodnight sister, I love you."

I finally went to sleep, and when I woke it was at least noon. I jumped up, and got in the shower, and got dressed. When I got down stairs I realized everyone was getting prepared for the battle. Some women were gathering and storing food and water in the basement, Children were taking clothes and toys. I noticed that I didn't see any of the men helping, I didn't see Baylon either. I just knew that they all left to go and spar at the battlefield so I decided to go down there and give them a piece of my mind. As I went to leave my mother stopped me, "Kaylee where are you going? Your father told me what you intend to do, and I don't want you out there fighting in the battle. You can stay here and protect the pack house with the other women, we need you here just as much."

I just sighed, now I have to try and explain to her what I planned to do also? "Mom, I am going to be an Alphas mate. I need to be at his side tonight, something bad is going to happen. Kaya told me that that's where I need to be. I understand how you feel mommy, but I have to do this." She grabbed me and hugged me really tight. "I understand how you feel. Please be careful love, Those Rogues are vicious and have no mercy to anyone, especially to you, the real Alphas of that packs daughter." I was confused, "Mom how would they even know who I am?" She replied "They are weres just like you, but because they have gone rogue they have learned to use their sense of smell much differently than us. They can sense blood, they will know that you as well as your brother come from the same bloodline."

I nodded and hugged her again. I had to still try. I walked out of the front door now determined to fight these rogues, they will be going for my father and brother more than anyone. I needed to help them, I needed to fight for my family. I felt overwhelmed by all of this information, I ran to the battle grounds I wanted to talk to Baylon and see what their plan was to fight these rogues.

I finally made it there and I could feel Baylon before I could see him. When I finally spotted him, he was looking directly at me. I wanted to give him a piece of my mind, but the closer that I got to him the more my heart wanted to feel his warmth again.  I needed to learn how to stop that feeling, it was interfering with my objective, to yell at him! He looked as if he was angry, I couldn't figure out why because I was the one who was suppose to be mad. " Kaylee, why are you here? I told you to stay home, and not come out here at all!!" Who the hell did he think that he was talking to? "Baylon, I told you that I was fighting, and that's what I meant. Neither you, nor my parents can stop me!"

His face softened as he grabbed my arms and pulled me into a hug. "Kay, I am just afraid for anything bad to happen to you. Do you get that they are going after you? Your family is the main target. I have to be out here and try to protect my pack, as well as fight for you. I cannot be out here trying to fight and worrying about you at the same time. Do you understand that?" I nodded my head and he kissed my lips softly. "Please go back to the pack house for me..." He whispered. I almost changed my mind, almost... Then my father walked up.

"Baylon is right Kaylee, I want you to go home now." I just looked at him with a frown, "I am not going anywhere and I don't care if either of you like it, I AM fighting in this battle and no one is going to tell me that I am not! That's it!" And I walked away from them both. When did I revert back to a tiny child that everyone can just order around? I was done arguing with them, My plan was to go and warm up for the battle.

As I went to the middle of the field where everyone was stretching and getting ready, I smelled something familiar. It was them! The Rogues were here! Fear flushed over me, but my anger grew even stronger. I was ready to fight! In my mind all that I could think was, " Your ready. Here we Go!"