My boy Stylez was really going through it right now.... before moving to Houston, he found out that the boy he was raising wasn't his, and that the woman that he loved was fuckin with his father... so the boy he thought was his son turned out to be his brother and... it was all messy as fuck. Not only that but this woman damn near cleaned out his bank account, leaving him with nothing while she ran off with his dad, also leaving him to raise the boy; I felt for my boy and I would've helped him if he asked but every single time I offered he'd emphatically turn me down.... All he wanted from me was emotional support because this shyt was killing him, he knew if he didn't get away he'd kill someone and that's not who he is, so my way of offering emotional support was getting him drunk as fuck, letting him cry until he couldn't anymore and then start working on a plan to come back stronger than ever. He was definitely better than me though because I would've turned into OJ Simpson in that bitch but Stylez wasn't like that... he wasn't soft by any stretch of the imagination, in fact, his restraint showed just how strong he really was, a lot of people don't seem to realize that it's easier to lash out than it is to hold back.....
"I don't think I'm up for this... Nathaniel has been calling saying 'dad when am I coming out there' and I don't know if I can tell him the truth. I cut that nigga's umbilical cord, I changed that first diaper, taught him how to walk, to piss, to fight, to talk to girls, that nigga was twelve years old when I taught him how to drive...." Stylez said blinking back tears. "I.... I don't know how to tell him." Stylez said quietly.
"The truth shouldn't change the love y'all have for each other or the dynamics of y'alls relationship.... but right now you need to focus on getting your shyt together and making sure that when he does come out here he's in a loving environment.... As for you saying that you're not up for this, nigga you don't have a choice... you let De'Cari convince you to come all the way out here to get me and if I gotta go, then you're definitely coming..... You're going to get drunk as fuck, do whatever you need to do to get back to the Stylez that swore up and down he ran LSU." I said smiling.
"I've never been able to turn down a Make-A-Wish kid... so whenever De'Cari asked me to do something I be feeling bad because you know that nigga is touched so I just go with it....." Stylez said smiling. "Aight man... but I'm not trying to spend a bunch of money, you know I'm kinda low on fu...."
"Don't even worry about that, and because you're my boy I think I can talk to someone about getting you a job.... don't try to stop me, it's done... you need to focus on your mental health right now and you don't need the stress of having to look for a job added to that." I said placing my hand on his shoulder. "Aight let me get changed before De'Cari comes up here drooling everywhere...." I said s we shared a laugh before Stylez walked out leaving me to figure out what the fuck I was going to wear.................................
"You're staring Tion." LaFayette said tapping my shoulder, maybe I was staring but despite what everyone says train wrecks were fascinating and this one was..... "Tion he's just letting loose cut him some slack." LaFayette said trying to draw my attention back to him.
"You see this shyt La'? This nigga's tongue is so far down that nigga's throat that I'm almost certain that he's touching his fingertips... which I'm almost certain are in that nigga's ass because I know how my Baby Bro operates, he claims that's his go-to move...." I said watching as Seven tongued that nigga Camilo down, not giving a single fuck that he was in a packed club. "I just don't want him making a drunken mistake...." I said watching as Seven pushed Camilo up against the bar while continuing to feed him his tongue.
"As opposed to the sober choices that Tyson was making......" LaFayette muttered and I rolled my eyes, I hated when he made good points. "I'm just saying, they're both going to do what the fuck they wanna do and there's no point in stopping Seven from having a little fun... mainly because he's going to do it anyway and you'll just be wasting your time.... Now here, take this, loosen up a little." LaFayette said handing me a shot.
