I was actually glad to be back home, when I pulled up; Zyn, Titan, Deuce, and Qasim were tossing a football around and I knew this was something I was definitely going to have to prepare myself for, for when TJ got a little older and I don't wanna think about Taryn bringing her friends around.... As I stepped out of the car Qasim winked in my direction and blew me a kiss, he swears he has game, though Qasim was a good dude and I was glad him and Zyn were getting close. To my surprise Tion hadn't made it back yet which gave me some time to shower and change, as I stood under the water I couldn't stop thinking about Tion... there was something in the way he was looking at me before he left that made me nervous... nervous in a good way because I knew what he was capable of but I wanted to make sure I was ready for any and everything. I walked back out back and Tion was sitting at the table holding court, they were hanging onto his every word as he told them about some of his crazy college experiences. Then they got to talking about the one topic that I was almost certain would go in one ear and out of the other, love/relationships.... yeah this should definitely be interesting to hear.
"Y'all little niggas are young... y'all are probably out here with only one thing on you mind and that's sex.... ayy there's nothing wrong with it. I say get it as much as you can SAFELY and with CONSENT! I can't tell you how many times I went home with blue balls because the person I was with didn't seem like they were in the right frame of mind... if you gotta question it, don't do it. Y'all are about to start college and there's pussy and ass everywhere... the temptation y'all are going to experience will blow your mind." Tion said as I stood off to the side, simply listening.
"I hear you Tion... but that wasn't my question. I asked you how do you know when you found the ONE?" Qasim asked and Tion sat there for a few seconds and then smirked.
"It's hard to describe... like there were many times when you THINK you're in love but a few months later you can't stand the sight of that person. Being gay or bisexual... we tend to confuse good sex with being in love, sadly in our community, we jump from relationship to relationship without a second thought..... But when you find the ONE... it's like... the whole world stops; past relationships become a blur and future relationships aren't even a thought... everything centers around that person's happiness.... knowing that they're happy makes you smile, knowing when they're hurting makes you murderous.... You can feel their emotions from countries away..." Tion said.
"That sound like a lot Uncle Tion." Zyn said quietly.
"It is... that's why I say don't rush it, when it's meant to happen it'll come... the point I was trying to make is that y'all need to have fun in college, don't focus on being in a relationship because that shyt will get you caught up when y'all should be focused on class... which brings me to my final point. Zyn, Titan, and yes even you Qasim... I'll pay y'all based on your grades, focus on school.... Zyn call your mom, I'm not trying to have my big sis flying down here and cussing me out because you're avoiding her." Tion said getting up.
"I think I gave them that same speech." I whispered as Tion walked over to me. "So when did you know you found the one?" I asked smirking.
"The first time I busted on your face... you looked so damn good I knew I had to keep you around for a lil minute." Tion said laughing until I punched him in the chest, he quickly stopped laughing and his face turned serious. "Aight... when my dick punches the back of your throat I don't wanna hear shyt.... except for you gaggin on my dick." He said as his eyes traveled up and down my body. "You need to get rid of them..." He whispered and I nodded, with a very clear message he walked off and I walked over to Zyn.
"I thought the point of me getting you that hotel room was for you to disappear for a couple of weeks?" I asked and Zyn shifted uncomfortably. "Are you okay?" I asked noticing he didn't have that natural Hayes confidence.
