𝐄𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫 || 𝐀 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐒𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

The unseen brother|| 16

Where y/n misses her unseen brother

Another day...

Another hour...

Another minute...

Another second...

Y/n misses her unseen brother. The way to her house from her college, every step she took, every breath she breathed, every blink she blinked, every sigh she sighed, there was her brother. She took a seat near the way she's walking while her mind replayed all sceneries from her school.

"Your marks aren't good enough
y/n. You were the brightest student back then, what happened? "

"Y/n are you okay? ~ I'm fine"

"My oppa taught me everything. I don't need a specific tutor to me"

Y/n's eyes gradually fixed on the sky, then letting out a sigh, she took out her notebook and a pencil from the bag. She wrote down there, the agony of missing her brother. That doesn't have a melody, there wasn't any interact between those lines. She just wrote it, she didn't know how to and with whom she should share those feelings.

I know you are a star
You watching me over there
at night
That's why I don't cry to the pillow
Even I want to
You glimmer brightly
I know the star you own
Please don't stop shining because
you are my last hope...~

She sighed again with tears in her eyes. After getting up she stepped towards her house. She know there isn't anyone to welcome her,as her mother and father were 'too' busy. She is so done with the stress she's undergoing to be the best one. Just too tired.

Jiho said one day that she had an elder brother, but passed away after he born. She was just 6 or so years old when Jiho said that. She didn't understand it that much deeply. She always remembered that name~ Jungkook. Yes, he's her unseen brother.

But as the time passed by, she realised how painful is it. All she want is her brother back. She realised it's hard to watch other sibling interactions. Whenever she saw a pair of siblings fighting, acting cute or any other thing, she's feeling a great pain in her heart. Even she knows that Jungkook never can show up in her life, she wanted to know that feeling, having a brother. To fight on stupid things, have a little support in her hard times...only she know how it feels.

Y/n got in her house and removed her shoes, then straightly went to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. After freashing up, she straightly went to her bed and laid down, staring at the ceiling. She feel to complete the small lines she wrote before, so she got up and grabbed her notebook again, along with her pencil.

...People are telling me I'm not doing enough
It's not easy to bear them all
My heart is not that much strong, indeed no.
I'm feeling so lonley down here
Why did you leave me?
I don't have a prince to call me princess
A brother to be a shoulder to cry
All are getting worse day by day
No one understands me
Even I haven't seen you
You understand me than anyone
That's why you are shining
Whenever I want to be strong...~

She gave up for a while as her thoughts got blocked by her own sadness. She laid down on the bed again and stared at the evening sky. Millions of thoughts were filling her heart, while she struggled to shrug them off.

"Oppa, even you aren't with me, I always remember you. Your lost in my heart never can filled by anyone. I have so many things to do with you, if you are walking with me hand to hand. Just why all these are happening with me?"

Even not knowing, she drifted off to her dreamland. Not a hour past, she woke up by the sound of opening the door of her room. It was Jiho, she was peeping through the door.