𝐄𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫 || 𝐀 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐒𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Gloomy || 16

Jungkook's age in this chapter
is 25.

Jungkook's eyes travel to y/n every now and then. His eyes catch the time of the digital clock which is on his table, it remarks 1.20 am. He sighs and turns off the computer, then stands up from his seat, stepping closer to y/n who is working on the table which has placed across Jungkook's one. Y/n is the one who had the idea that they both should take a separate room for their paper works, for y/n to study and for Jungkook to his own buissness. Jungkook accepted it gladly, admiring her little attempts to be with him 24×7.

When he gets closer, he sees how her table has messed up with papers and books. He sighs, remembering his high school days. But his one wasn't this rough for sure.

"Hey baby? Sorry if I disturb you but, shall we go to sleep now? It's almost midnight now"

Her round eyes that are same as Jungkook's, travel to his face where he has a soft smile on it.

"I-I have to complete this everything, Koo. I'll get punished if I would not do these. I don't want my teachers to complain about me to you"

She mumbles in a cracked, yet a soft voice. Jungkook's heart filled with empathy, as his smile dies gradually at the statement of his sister.

"Don't be like that, Kiddo. You are doing enough. So much enough to me. Please don't be sad like this"

"Myself is really frustrating"

She turns to her books again, while her head keeps hanging low.

"Hey, look at me...are you crying?"

His worried eyes are now having a hard time to figure out whether she's crying. He crouches down near her while y/n remains sit on her chair.

"Look at me..."

Jungkook mumbles softly and he tugs a strand of her hair behind her ear. He sees that y/n's not crying, but doing a great battle to keep the tears to herself, as he saw she's nibbling her lower lip to prevent sobbing.

"Let's go first..."

Jungkook stands up and pulls y/n to stand up too. He softly wraps his arm around her shoulder and make their way to their room, after turning the lights off in the room. Soon they found themselves in their bedroom. Both settle down and Jungkook has a hard time to read y/n's thoughts. He peeped into her hanging-lower face and took her hands in his.

"Hey, princess? What happened? You know that you can share anything with your oppa right?"

"E-everything get m-more t-tough"

She mumbles, tears fill her eyes.

"Tons of works, desires of adults, other people take decisions about my life. I- I'd rather dying---"

"Shshsh..."

Jungkook interrupts her by pulling her to a warm hug. He places a kiss on her head, lost in his own mind to find words to reply her. Because he knows that she's not lying. He too has experienced it. Being a CEO wasn't his dream. He knows that feeling, he knows that it hurts.

"I'm feeling frustrated about myself, Oppa. When I couldn't complete my work before the deadline, when I score less in my exams, when I cannot do what I want, I feel like-- It's an indescribable feeling. Though I don't know what is stress, I feel like I'm stressed too much. When I have no friends to enjoy stupidity, when I'm the only one who remain without talking in the class... it hurts me. The only comfort I know is you, Oppa. And I'm afraid that you'll leave me or I'll leave you..."

"Aish, stop saying inauspicious things, my big baby. What you do is enough for me. To be honest, my education life wasn't that tough like yours. But still, I didn't have permission to do what I want. I always did what mom and dad wanted. As much as I love them, I hated them too. Being a CEO wasn't a my thing. I too have felt in the same way, my bunny. Trust me, I also used to be stressed, even without knowing what is stress is. I see, your life getting tough. I can understand it even from the smallest gesture of you. But when you got grown up, you'll get the freedom you want. Until that, I'll be your best friend and of course, I know that I'm the best brother..."

He says with a small smile while caressing y/n's cheek, as her eyes are busy admiring her super hero.

"Be happy, baby. When you feel sad, just remind me, our stupid, lovely or any other memories. It works so much when I feel stressed or down. You should be strong in present to make your life better in future. But remember, that doesn't mean you should work nonstop. Marks are not life, it's just a number. Cry when you feel to cry, I'll always be a shoulder to you to cry..."

"T-thank y-you Koo..."

"It's nothing. My princess always should be happy, that's it. Shall we sleep now?"

"But my work?"

"What if we take a holiday tomorrow mm?"

"But, mom and dad will be angry..."

"I'll take care of it. It's just a one day and I know, not attending to school just for a day doesn't make your life reversed from a year..."

"But---"

"No buts. It's alright. Tomorrow we'll enjoy so much, I'll make you a promise..."

Y/n nods hesitantly at him and layed down beside him, burrying her face deeper in his chest.

"Koo...the wallpaper of your new phone? I was so curious about it. Is it something related to music like previous ones? "

"Oh? That one? Wait a second..."

He says and takes his phone which has placed on nightstand. He opens the lock of it before giving it to y/n. She takes it and her eyes suddenly get glassy again by seeing a picture of herself and Jungkook.

"I told you that I recall our memories when I feel down. This too, always make me fresh, relaxed and recharged"

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A/n- Hey!! Again a small chap. Forgive my mistakes, I didn't recheck it.

BTS announced that they will take break from group activities for a while and focus on their lives. I'm happy about them because they really deserve that, they have sacrificed their youth in order to make our youth better. I'm sure all armys will be rooting and support them. I too felt sad and will feel lonely without them, I even cried, but let's wait for them. We know that we forever will be a family. A true family will never break.

Have a great day. My things get tough day by day, but I wish your's to be easier. Be healthy, and make sure to take a good care on yourself. And remember that,

The most beautiful moments are yet to come.

💜🪶