𝐄𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫 || 𝐀 𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐒𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

Lost Voice || 17

20K special!!!!

But also this chapter mentions,

•Molestation
•Self harm
•Fodness of suiciding
•Bad words (A lil bit)
and other sensitive topics.

You've been warned, please leave if uncomfortable.

Jungkook's age in this chapter
is 27.

Y/n let her body slide down on the door as she enters inside her room after closing it behind. Tears are pouring out from her eyes already and she hugs herself protectively. Her tears fall off more, as her tiny sobs grow in to silent cries. The giant doberman which was inside her room and was unnoticed by y/n quickly approches her as if he understood that the girl is not fine at all. He sits down beside her and tries to cheer her up and y/n hugs the dog which heightens more than her when she's sitting down.

"Why this everything happens with me, Bam-ie? What did I do to deserve this all?"

She mumbles out and the dog licks her tears away in tiny, letting her know that he's there even nobody would. Y/n's mind runs back towards Jungkook, her half brother, at the realisation of the presence of Bam, his dog. Her tears renewed at the thought which made her feel more weak due to excessive crying.

"Y/n!!! Aren't you going to eat?"

She flinches at the raised voice of Jiho which occurred outside of her room. But she doesn't have any appetite at all, food was the least concern in her mind right now.

"I'm not hungry..."

She manages to mumble out and doubts whether her mother actually heard her. But when her usual words left her mouth, she understood she had heard everything.

"What? Do you want to die? Just stop trying to make me realise your fantasies and come out from your room for god's sake!!!"

Jiho shouts, which made y/n break down into silent sobs again. Only she knows the ongoing things are not fantasies or imagined, not her mother who's not believing her at all.

"Now don't come out from your room while crying and saying that Mr.Lee tried to bad touch you!!!"

A shiver runs down through y/n's spine at the mention of the most disgusting person for her in her life. The person who ruined her innocent childhood, the person who ruined her dreams, the person who she can not fight against. The person who doesn't try but do.

"But he did!! He did it today again, eomma!!! He did it!! He did it!!"

She screams as she opened the door with her all strength which made its knob hit on the wall despite the fact that she's feeling weak. She just couldn't bare it whenever those words leave Jiho's mouth, justifying the person who's ruining her whole life since ten years.

"Don't you dare to start it again, y/n!!! He was our family friend for nearly twenty years and your chess instructor for fucking ten years!!! He literally saw you growing up infront of his eyes, don't you dare to assume things and put the blame on him!!!"

"I'm not assuming things, eomma... what else I should do to make you believe that I'm not fine??"

Her mumbling voice trailed off as she drops herself against the wall of the passage, suddenly feeling too overwhelmed before her own mother's words. Bam growls at Jiho for raising her voice at y/n, but that doesn't seem bothering her.

"I see you are not fine. You are suppose to be at mental hospital, not in this house as my daughter!!!"

She scoffs at the vulnerable crying figure of her daughter as she leaves the place, not bothering anymore to force her to have her meals. Bam again licks the girl's tears away, as he pulls off her sleeve which made her stand up subconsciously. She sniffs, feeling too numb to feel anything. Followed by the dog she enters inside her room again and closes the door, laying down on the bed. Her body hurts in a way she can not tell in the words and she feels disgusted about herself, which suddenly made her wanting to clean up herself strictly. Making Bam anxious with her absence for next half and hour, she gets trapped in the restroom as she is not satisfied with the amount of her cleanse.