Natasha Romanoff One-shots

Forever Yours 🥺

Original oneshot from @wandaromanova from tumblr

Link to tumblr: https://wandaromanova.tumblr.com/post/656313099950882816/forever-yours

Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

Summary: Y/N makes a mistake during a mission that costs her everything.

Warnings: mentions of not eating/weight loss, alcoholism, overdose, suicide, death

Word Count: 1.7K

You fucked up, like really bad.

The team had been on a mission to save some hostages on a ship. You were instructed to wait until you were given the okay to make any moves.

You were peering through a window and were the only one with a clear view of the situation. Your eyes widened as you saw one of the Hydra agents pointing a gun right at a civilian's head.

You couldn't wait. If you wait, that person would be dead. So, you went against orders and made your presence known.

Unfortunately, you failed. There were more agents than anticipated and all of the hostages didn't make it. Not to mention, you had also gotten a bullet to the abdomen as well.

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Now, you were sat in the medical bay; alone. None of your teammates could even look you in the eye, even your girlfriend; Natasha.

They didn't care to check up on you like they normally would. Natasha didn't wait outside while you were getting worked on. She didn't come in and hold your hand like she usually did.

She didn't kiss you and reassure you that everything would okay because it wasn't.

You acted on impulse, but you didn't intend for things to go so wrong so quickly. All you saw was a civilian with a gun to their head and it seemed like a no-brainer.

Your team didn't see it that way. To them, you were selfish and uncaring about the situation. You were truthfully very devastated and carried the heavy weight of blame on your shoulders, but they didn't care how you felt.

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A few weeks after the incident, none of your teammates had said a single word to you. Natasha avoided you like the plague.

She no longer slept in your room with you, she went back to hers. She didn't train with you anymore. She hasn't so much as glanced in your direction.

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She didn't show you any sign of care or remorse. No one, not even your own girlfriend, cared about how much you were truly hurting.

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You knew you messed up, they didn't need to rub it in your face like this, but they were. They'd make snarky comments regarding your capability on missions during meetings.

Tony had straight out called you a mistake. You were the mistake of the team and his words didn't hurt as much as the lack of response from your teammates and your girlfriend. No one came to your defense; they all agreed with him.

They'd completely demean you and your skill. Natasha once said you were unprofessional and a liability. That hurt more than you could ever express.

You began to lose an alarming amount of weight. The stress had gotten to you. You refused to eat anything and the worst part of all was that Natasha never cared to notice.