"I promise when I come back... I'll be one hell of a doctor by then."
"And I promise when you come back... I'll put a fucking ring on this finger."
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Sano Shinichiro × Fem Reader
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SANO SHINICHIRO
"Hey"
I look up to the one who called me and saw Akashi standing a few steps beside me. He put the cigarette on his fingers closer to his lips, taking a hit before speaking again.
"You ready?" He asked and blew out a smoke at the same time. I look down at my clasped fingers, thinking of what he asked me.
That's a very vague question, it literally means anything. Though in this situation, it means only one thing. I've been sitting here for a long time now, thinking things through. Is it really time? Is it the end? Those things.
To be honest, this has been going through my mind for a while now. I don't know if I should still continue or stop now. I don't know if it's the end, and I will never now until I continue. That's been the one thing I've been telling myself to keep on going. And so far, it has been proving me a lot of things about how long my path is still.
But then her tear stained face pops up in my head. "You got hurt because I'm weak, I'm sorry."
Unlike before wherein I can just tell myself that same sentence, now her face pops up first even before I can encourage myself to continue. I don't want to see her like that again. I don't want to hear her say those words again. Definitely because I know it's because of me.
Thus, that's the reason why I came up with this decision.
I jumped down from the spot I was sitting at and started dusting off my clothes. When I'm sure that I'm finally ready I started walking towards the others who are casually chatting while they wait for me. Kyo-chan immediately spotted me, informing the rest as they all turned to face my direction. I smiled at all of them and then situated myself beside Kyo-chan.
"I've decided!" I proudly stated, still smiling at everyone. "It's finally time to pass it on to the next generation." I turned to look at the boy beside me, immediately meeting his surprised and conflicted eyes.
I put my hand on top of his, gently patting it. "I entrust everyone onto you Kyo-chan." I told him. His eyes immediately started to get teary.
Before his tears could spill out he took a deep breath and then stood up. He put both his hands on his back and then gave me a deep bow.
"It's an honor commander!"
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After that announcement the guys wanted to cheer up the younger ones so they decided to go and eat out. I wanted to come with them but I felt uneasy so I decided to skip it. I was biting and releasing my inner cheek as I drove around Shibuya, hoping the uneasiness dissipate with the wind.
