I love you forever.

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Hey guys!!

Wow guess what?!?! We just hit fucking 10k!!!! Yayyyyyy!!! Thank you so much guys, I could have never done it without you so that's why I dedicate this chapter to all of you.

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The sound of my alarm clock slowly brings me back to reality. Squinting my eyes, I stare up at the time seeing the big red numbers flash 6:15am.

Groaning I steadily try to unwrap myself from my boyfriends, Gabriel's arms that are wrapped around my waist only to feel them hug me tighter.

"Where u going? Don't leave me, ur so warm." He whispers still half asleep.

"School dumbass, I still have a year left unlike u." Sadly Gabe graduated last year him being older than me leaving me alone with one more year to go.

"But ur warrrmmm" He slightly wines nuzzling his head into my lower back.

I turn in his arms and pull him up to me, giving him a soft peck on his lips causing him to slightly open his eyes and look at me.

"Do u have to go?" He asked begging me with his eyes like a puppy.

"I'm sorry I have to but I'll see u tonight." I said, then getting up off the bed and stretching my arms above me head.

Knowing he wouldn't give up the easily, I felt his arms around my hips again.

"But Robbieeeeeeee" he whines, dragging out the 'e'.

"Gabeeeeeeee" I say mimicking him. I see him pout out his bottom lip, making him look as cute as ever before letting me go.

I smile to myself in victory and head into our walk in closet. I go to my already folded up uniform and put it on.

While getting change I glance at my bare chest and arms in the mirror. I sigh as u see the ugly scars covering my body. Scars for cuts. Some light, other pink, some deep, some thin but two stand out the most.

The ones nesting on another of my wrists, red and new. A few weeks ago I had tried to end my life after my mother hit me and disowned me when told her I was gay.

My life was bleeding out through my arms and I was close to death when Gabriel found me on the bathroom floor. He didn't know anything my mum and I's relationship or the pain I suffered through so after I woke up in hospital I told him everything.

Still staring at the scars covering my body through the mirror, I see Gabriel come up behind me and place his chin on my shoulder.

"I think your beautiful." He whispered soothingly in my ear.

"I don't k-know how, I'm ugly..." I said, my voice cracking a bit as I felt tears starting to form.

Then I felt the tips of his fingers brush their way along both of my arms till his hands intertwine with mine.

"Your beautiful Robbie, none of those scars could ever, EVER make me love u anyless. They make you who u r today...a survivor."

He kisses my shoulder repeatedly and and runs his thumb back a forth on the back of my palm.

I turn my head a look at him.

"I love you." I said to him. He pecks me on the lips and smiles.

"Love you too.Okay now, come on. Or else u will be late for school" He said while urshing me to finish getting changed.

Once I finished I quickly brushed my teeth and messed with my hair for a bit till I couldn't be bothered anymore.

Rushing into the kitchen I grab my school bag and started to head to the door.

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