Bxb one shots!!!

If u fall I will catch u

Y hello my perfect readers how have u been? Not much to say bout this one shot but I'm sorry if it sounds rushed if uno what I mean.

I did this one just before I was about to visit my nan,she just got out of hospital from surgery and I'm going to her house to make lunch. So it might sound like I did it in 5 min which I didn't! I did it in 10 ;)

Hope u all enjoy this.

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I look over my dangling feet into the bloodcurdling water below.The rain pounding against my clothes making it cling to my body.

How did it come to this, me on the edge of a bridge ready to send my life away.

Oh that's right, all the bulling those jerks and bitches did to me. Notes saying 'faggot' and 'go and kill yourself, stuffed in my locker. The bruises the gave me and the names the called me, years of it.

Not to mention my so called mother kicking me out cause she found out I was gay and my father abusing me when I showed up at his door asking if i could stay with him.

In the end I stayed with the last family member I truly love, my older sister Lucy.

She was gay as well so she knew what I was going through but she managed to hide it from our parents till she moved out so she didn't have to worry about a home after she confessed.

As much as she loves me, deep down I know I'm just another burden to her, she has her own life and looking after me isn't meant to be in it.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek then fall camouflaging with the rain drops till disappearing into the water.

There is only one more person in the world that I love with all my heart, my best friend.

Brendan has been my best friend since I first started preschool, we met on the first day on the swings.

Over the years we grew closer and by the age of 12 I started to have bigger feelings for him.

But because of me he has been bullied to and I don't want that to happen to him any longer. He has felt enough pain when his mum passed away and I don't want him to feel anymore because I . . . I love him and he doesn't deserve it.

My grip tightens around the metal railing as I lean forward so my arms are stretched out to full length behind me.

My black hair drenched from the rain hangs over my face as I look down. My blues eyes staring down at the water as my grip loosens. As I'm about to let go I feel a hand grip around my wrist.

I look back to see my best friend, my love standing with his hands around my arms.

"Luke don't you dare do it!" I hear him scream at me.

"Brendan please. . ." I almost whisper. I try to pull my arm away from him but it won't budge.

"I won't let you!! I won't let you end your life!!" Tears are rolling down his face or it could just be rain.

"Brenda-"

"NO! You can't I won't let you, I love you to much and I'm not letting you go!" he says looking deep into my eyes.

"I love u to bu-"

"Luke... I don't love u like a bro, I love as in the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU!"

I stare at him as tears start to spring to my eyes.

"I've been in love with you since 6th grade. I will always be in love with u till the day I die and forever more!! I'm not letting u go..."