Y/n's Pov
After successfully sent the money, I search my purse, looking for a phone to call Jungkook but unfortunately it wasn't in here, I probably left it in the dorm, guess I have to walk back to the bar again.
On my way back I stopped by the bridge and look around the city, my eyes lay lost at the city lights, they're glowing so beautifully.
Only if my life as bright as these lights, maybe I'll be able to guide myself to the right direction and not lost in the darkness like I am right now
I stand here for a couple minutes then continues walking back to the bar, as I come across a public phone, I stopped and make a call to Jungkook
On The Phone
Jungkook: Hello?
Y/n: Hey it's me
Jungkook: Y/n?
Y/n: Yeah, how is my dad?
Jungkook: He's okay now but the doctor advised him to stay in the hospital for a couple day
Y/n: Oh ok, thank you Jungkook
Jungkook: Mhm
Y/n: Did you get the money yet?
Jungkook: Yeah
Y/n: Let's me know if it not enough
Jungkook: It should be, that's a lot of money. How did you made all that money in just a couple of weeks?
Y/n: I... um
Jungkook: Forget it. it's late now, you should go back to sleep
Y/n: O-okay
Jungkook: Goodnight
Y/n: Goodnight
I put the phone back on its holder then go sit down on the bench nearby. I feel like this secret is starting to burn me, every time Jungkook asked what kind of job I have, I kept dodging his question. One day he gonna find out, he will be so disappointed and disgust me.
Maybe I should start making him hate me, that way the two of us will be less hurt when he found everything out, but how am I supposed to do that? I don't want to be hate by him, though it gonna happen eventually
Should I call Lena, letting her know that I won't come back till tomorrow morning. My mind is too distracted, I don't feel like taking any client tonight, the bar and people in there make me sick, every time I get to go outside I never want to go back in there. Every night is like a nightmare to me I hate it, I want to escape and vanishing from this world as soon as possible.
My dad is the only thing I'm worried about, there used to be my mom, but I guess she has found a new happy home. I wish nothing but the best for her, I hope her boyfriend truly loves her and not only after her money. And my dad, he might not express himself much but I know he feel lonely and heartbroken. I wish I could stay by his side but he probably doesn't need me, right, he never needs me I was the one insisted to be here
As my mind thinking about all these, a teardrop slowly falling from my eyes, I sob and wipe it away with my hand but no matter how many times I wipe, the tears still keep falling down nonstop, maybe I should let it be, no one is around here anyway
While sobbing my heart out, I became silent when I someone comes stand right in front of me, I used my hand to wipe the tears on my face once again and try to stop sobbing before I look up at the person, it was Mr. Min. He takes off his jacket and wrap it around my shoulder.
Yoongi: Why did you stop? Go ahead keep crying
My eyes slowly getting blurry because of the tears that are fighting to spill out.
I move forward and lean my forehead against his abdomen, he wraps one of his hands around me and use his free hand patting my head gently as I continue sobbing.
Yoongi: Need a ride back?
He asked. I shake my head to say no
Y/n: I want to stay here a little bit more
Yoongi: Do you how dangerous is it, for a girl to sit here alone in the middle of the night
Y/n: Thank you for your concern but I'll be fine
I detach myself from him and turn away, feeling embarrassed. I didn't mean to hug him, I guess I just feel tired and got carried away.
Y/n: Sorry I stained your shirt. I'll be more careful and considerate next time
Yoongi: Don't worry about it
We both become silent for a minute, I turn to look at him as he sits down on the bench, it doesn't seem like he gonna leave any time soon
Y/n: I don't know where you're heading to but you should getting going.
Yoongi: Why you don't want me to stay here? Or are you meeting up with someone?
Y/n: No I just don't want you to waste your time here
Yoongi: I don't think I'm going anywhere else. I just came back from the bar
Y/n: You left early
Yoongi: Someone I want to see, she wasn't there
Y/n: You should've let her know beforehand, I think Ari will be happily reject other clients if she knows you're coming
He turns to look at me with his expressionless face and nods blankly
Yoongi: Yeah
I give him an emotionless smile then pull his jacket off and give it back to him before I get up from the bench
Y/n: I think I'll go back now
Yoongi: Wait!
Y/n: Hm?
Yoongi: You wanna come with me?
Y/n: No?
Yoongi: How much do you want?
It feels like my heart just got tore apart. I keep eyes contact with him while trying to hold my tears back. I understand my position and my job is selling my body but every time I heard this question I just want to erase myself from this world and wish I never existed.
Y/n: I just wanna go back, sorry
Although my heart is frowning, I still give him a smile but it's an unemotional one, then I turn around and walk away.
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Prostitute || MYG
FanfictionShe becomes a prostitute, wanted to make quick money and help her abusive parent pay off their debts before committing suicide but there's a big turnaround in her life when she met her first ever guest, Min Yoongi, the most brutal and feared mafia l...
