~𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨~ (𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙎𝙤𝙤𝙩𝙓𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)

14

~[ Your POV ]~

I finally got home and quickly unlocked the door and run inside, i look around. Great! Cora wasnt here. I sigh and put mine shoes away and go upstairs, tears still streaming down mine cheecks. I plop on mine bed and stare at mine window. I hear the door bell i didnt bother answering it. i heard Wilbur scream mine name, i fought the urge to open the door, i just felt numb.. I quitely sobbed in mine pillow.

I open mine eyes to see its  dark outside, i grabbed mine phone, it was 3AM. I still didnt feel any better, then i got a idea, i should stream somthing! it was a while since i lasted streamed somthing.. I try to make myself a little more presentebal and go to mine desk. I sit down and open twitch. I thought about it first, it was 3AM after all... I shrugged and started stream, i wad doing origins. I didnt tweet about this stream, it didnt bother me. I was waiting till some people joined the stream. I was looking at chat, "LATE STREAM??" "go to sleep pls its 3am and i dont wanna miss a stream>:(" "LATE NIGHT STREAM LETS GOOO" "ITS BEEN A WHILE HRUU!!<3" i smiled at all the comments, mine viewers were always super supportive, 'Hey chat!! uhm sorry for not streaming lately.. I was busy and stuff but lets do some origins!!' I smiled and chat was hyped , i was suprised that 5k people were watching me.. Wel timezones kinda forgot about those..  Streaming did cheer me up a little.

Half a hour in i got a TTP dono saying, "what are u and Wil? wink wink" i just got him of mine mind, i was at the egde of burtsing out, i keep minning and said. 'Were just friends.' I keep minning trying not to think about it, am so confused.. He said he ment it but also not?! i sigh and keep playing the game.

I heard the door open, it was probally Cora so i kept playing the game. I did get some good laughs out of chat, i almost jumped out of mine chair, 'Jack- how the fuck did u-' It was fucking Jack Manifold, 'I just stole the spare key' he made a L shape with his hand and i flipped him of, he pouted and i giggled. I felt alot better that Jack was here.

'Bye bye chat!' I said, 'Bye chatttttt!!' Jack said, i giggled a little and ended, i turn around to look to Jack, 'Why did u even come here?' 'I know your not doing okay' I stare at him for some seconds, 'What? am fine' He shakes his head, 'No your not' I look at the ground. 'Cmon, u can tell me' I take a deep breath and look at him, 'Okay so.. Uhm i like Wil yeah..' He put his hand over his mouth, 'I KNEW IT I KNEW ITT!!' he was jumping around the room. I giggeld a little, Jack looked back over at me with the biggest grin ive seen ever, like a kid that just got a lollipop yk, he quickly sat down after he saw me with a little frown. 'Okay okay sorry go on' I giggle a little, 'Wel okay.. Yesterday night..' I stop for a second, 'Go on' he said. I take a other deep breath. 'Okay so, dont freak out' He nodded. 'Wel me and Wil kissed..' I saw the exitment in his eyes, 'Yeah yeah carry on' ' But i dont know if it ment anything.' he tilts his head, 'What do u mean?' 'We were both drunk' He nodded slightly, 'Wel anyways, so i saw him at the park today... And i walked over to him, but he acted of' 'Like?'  I take a deep breath, 'So.. Uhm, oh yeah he also said he loved me.. But uhm..' He nodded, 'He said he didnt mean it beacuse he was drunk, but he also said he ment it? am just so confused Jack..'  He held mine hand, 'I understand..' 'It also may have been mine fault.. I just ran away... But after he said that mine heart broke..' He nodded again. 'I understand, but i think he was as confused as u were' I nodded, 'Wil isnt like that believe me, am not supposed to say this but, he talks about u non stop..' I look at him. 'He does?..' He nodded, 'Sometimes i even get sick of it' He softly smiled at me and i smiled back. 'So he ment it?..' He nodded. I felt so much guilt, he ment everything?...

A/N

I CHANGED THIS CHAPTER A LITTLE! SORRY IT JUST DIDNT GO HOW I WANTED TO GO WITH THE NEXT CHAPTER:(

STAY HYDRATED BEAUTIES<3