I'll never let go..| A titanic inspired story 🚢

Goodnight James.. (chapter 6)

**⚠️NSFW warning⚠️**
I knew exactly what was going to happen next. I was going to have to fulfil my needs as a woman and fiancé. I sat on the bed and started to undress while James spoke in the other room with the caterer. I took off my beautiful dress and neatly folded it and placed it in a basket where our laundry would be collected. I unstrapped my corset and wriggled out of it. It felt like such a relief that I was finally able to take it off after a long day. Although it gave me a stunning figure, it was quite painful to wear for extended periods of time. All I was left in was my undergarments and hair ribbon. I waited for James for a good five minutes. I used my arm to cover my breasts because I often felt vulnerable without my clothes.

"I've been expecting you." I said, still sat on the bed in a suggestive position. James shut the door behind him and put the latch on. I stared up at him and he seemed awfully surprised to see me like that. He had lust in his eyes.

He noticed me but didn't reply. He just sat on the bed next to me and started to kiss me roughly.The kissing was strong and passionate at first. He cupped my face in his hands whilst I slowly unbuttoned his shirt and unbuckled his belt. His trousers slipped down his ankles and revealed that he was ready. But I wasn't.

"Kiss me." I said

"I am." He said breathlessly whilst kissing my lips.

"No, Down there."

He understood my request and dived his head towards my area. A deep sensation of pleasure took over my entire body. I bit my lip in order to stop from shouting so loud that my father heard. This pleasure was short lived. James stopped the movement of his tongue and joined me back up at the head of the bed.

"Can I?" Before I could answer he removed his underwear. He was ready. I knew he wasn't going to take no for an answer so I simply allowed him to enter. He grunted softly as he inserted his member into me. He thrusted inside me but was very gentle.

"James.." I whispered his name as sped up a little and kissed my forehead roughly. A bolt of pleasure ran up my spine, I grasped onto James' shoulders as he continued at his rhythm. I felt myself reaching the peak and I cried out. His thrusts became sloppier indicating he was close. But James shouted out his completion and finished before I reached the peak. Breathing heavily, James pulled out and flopped onto the bed beside me. He seemed to be pleasantly satisfied whilst I laid there feeling empty.

"That was amazing. We should do that more often, don't you think? Soon we may have little infants running around our feet." He chuckled with excitement. I was his perfect girl after all. From a rich family, pretty, smart. What more could he honestly want?

"Definitely.." Having a conversation with James never felt pleasant. I glanced over my shoulder at James and his face was sweaty but content. He looked quite attractive to be honest but I just couldn't focus on that. In reality, I didn't want to have children yet. I had dodged that bullet so far.

I got under the quilts and burrowed my head into my pillow. James turned out the light and got into bed beside me. I thought that maybe James would turn over and kiss me or something but he never did. I guess he was just too exhausted to wish me goodnight. A lonely tear rolled down my face and dropped onto my pillow beneath my head and I had to cover my mouth to prevent myself from sobbing. I had always thought silent tears were much worse though because tears are meant to be seen and sobs are meant to be heard to be comforted but I felt as though no one could comfort me.

**Authors note: hey, so I don't usually write things like this but I thought it was fitting to the theme of the book. Tell me what you thought and if I should keep this more family friendly or not. Thanks for reading! 🥰🥰**