I could feel my heart stop and then slowly slowly start again. It hurt. My breathing came back too. I could feel my soul changing. My aura was slowly fading from it's beautiful vibrant colors to pitch black. My soul was moving and twisting and forming something sinister. I opened my eyes and although I couldn't see them, I could tell they were black.
"(y/n)?"
I sat up. "Dean?"
"Yeah. It's me. How are you feeling?"
I didn't feel right. I wanted to get up and hug him, but part of me wanted to throw him across the room and go find Lucifer.
"I don't feel right."
I could tell he wanted to come hug me just as badly as I wanted to hug him, but there was something else in his expression. He was scared.
"I have to leave. I don't want to hurt you." I said as I stood up.
I could tell he didn't want me to go, but he didn't want to be near me. I didn't blame him though. I was a monster now. The very thing he hunted and killed.
I walked by and ran for the door. I realized we were back in the bunker. He grabbed my hand and I tried to pull away.
I felt my eyes go black and my body filled with rage.
"LET GO OF ME!" I yelled. I yanked hard enough that he lost his grip. He chased me through the halls and eventually trapped me in the basement.
"(y/n), stop running."
"Dean you need to let me leave. I don't know if I'm going to keep myself in control."
"You can fight it. I know you can."
I really didn't want to hurt him, but I could feel the rage taking over. I went to run at Dean but I felt someone grab my hands.
"It's okay (y/n). This isn't you."
It was Cass. I pulled harder trying to get away from him, but he wrapped his arms around my chest locking me in place.
I growled/screamed one more time.
I locked eyes with Dean. "I can't do this."
"I know. I'm sorry we didn't get to you sooner."
I smiled. "It's okay. I think you guys should go. So I don't end up hurting anyone."
Dean came closer to me. "You can let go, Cass."
Cass let go of me, but he stayed close incase I freaked out again. Dean put his hands on my shoulders.
"I will do everything I can to keep you safe okay?"
"How? I belong to Lucifer now."
"I dont know, but we'll figure something out."
He was trying to get through to me, but whatever he was saying just wasn't sticking. I wanted to listen and I wanted the words to mean something to me, but I couldn't. It all kept slipping through my fingers.
"You can't. I have to go." I then teleported to Lucifer.
"Well you came back quicker than I thought you would." He said smiling.
"You promise me that you wont lay a finger on them."
I had a fire in my eyes. If he hurt the boys I was no longer going to stand by his side.
"This is something you arent just going to get over is it?"
"Nope. If you break the deal I will no longer be loyal to you."
He smiled. "Deal. Now, lets get started."
He sowed me to a room that was full of demons. He sat me down on a throne and introduced me.
"Now (y/n)," He said as he walked back towards me. "You agreed to let me wipe your memory."
I stood up. "No. I'm not letting you do that."
A sinister look came over his face. "Don't forget that if you break the deal I can hurt your precious Dean."
I faltered. I hated that he knew my weakness. It made getting away from him so much harder.
"Thats good. Im glad you're learning." After a second he started talking again. "It's going to be a slow process. I'm not going to take all of your memories at once. That would be bad. But I'll start by taking small memories. Things you've already started to forget."
I sighed. Even though I hated him, I couldn't help but feel connected to him. He put his fingers against my temples. I could feel him forcing the memories out of my head. He took away dreams I had and small conversations with people.
"How are you feeling?"
I couldn't remember what he took from me. I didn't even feel like anything was missing.
"I don't feel any different."
"Perfect. Now, you can go back to your friends. Just know you'll be back here in a few days so I can collect more memories."
Next thing I knew I was standing outside the bunker.
"Holy shit (y/n) don't sneak up on me like that!"
I turned and saw Sam leaning against the wall.
"Sorry Sam. Didn't mean to scare you. I was going to go inside, but I can't."
He realized what I meant. The only way I could get in was if they broke the warding.
"Cass showed us a way to get you in. It's a bit of a walk, but it's better than nothing."
I smiled. "Thanks Sam."
"So, how are you feeling?"
How did he think I was feeling. "Okay I guess. I mean, considering..."
"Yeah. I can't imagine."
He led me into a tunnel that lead to the bunkers basement.
"I know your not okay. You don't have to hide from us."
"I know, but I don't want to hurt you." I kept talking so he couldn't get a word in. "I know you guys think you can protect me, but you can't. I wanted this."
He looked sad. "What do you mean?"
"Lucifer said that if I agreed to this he wouldn't hurt you. Or Dean or Cass. And If I'm really good he'll even leave Rowena and Crowley alone."
Sam pulled me into a hug. "We'll find a way to fix this (y/n)."
I pulled away. "No. I'm not going to let that happen."
"Why? We care about you!"
I turned back to him. "If you guys fix me, then I break the deal. And Lucifer will be able to hurt you guys. I'm not letting that happen and you can't change my mind."
And I left him standing there while I went to go find Dean.
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Deal With The Devil
FanfictionAllison is a hunter. She has been hunting her whole life. When she runs into the famous Winchester brothers on a hunt she can't help but be surprised. Despite what the other hunters say about them, she likes them. Especially Dean. Sam and Dean offer...