Fengqiu

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I think back 800 years ago, what could have changed?

I think back 800 years ago, why did it go wrong?

I think back 800 years ago, I regret the things I've said.

I think back 800 years ago, I want to apologize.

I think back 800 years ago, how do I apologize when it's been 800 years?

I think back 800 years ago, just who was my apology for?

I think back 800 years ago, what was I apologizing for?

I think back 800 years ago, me and His Highness never fret over money as we were born in the palace.

I think back 800 years ago, that didn't apply to Mu Qing.

Oh.

Apologizing, to Mu Qing. What did I say again? I can't remember.

I wish I was better, back then. 

I wish that someone helped us all.

I wish His Highness' parents didn't die.

I wish His Highness would've kept us from leaving.

I wish I wasn't such a brute and swallowed my pride.

I wish that...

I wished that I could apologize to Mu Qing, he didn't deserve for me to berate him for leaving. It was his choice, I should've respected that, especially for his own mother. Mu Qing was always there for us, even when I insulted him for leaving. Despite the fact that His Highness drove Mu Qing out, I wanted Mu Qing to stay. As selfish as I was, I yelled at him and offended him on so many ways, and he still cared for us.

Mu Qing, I want to apologize.

Properly.

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