Why did I leave?
Why did I leave you both to suffer alone?
Why did I do nothing and just watch as His Highness was humiliated.
Why did I think I deserved to go back to heaven when I left you both to deal with your issues?
Why did I not say something, anything. I could've but I didn't.
800 years ago, I left.
800 years ago, you angrily yelled at me for leaving you both for my mother.
800 years ago, my mother was my biggest concern.
800 years ago, I didn't try to defend you both from the humiliation the gods forced on you.
800 years ago, my options weren't limited, I just was too fearful to do anything.
800 years ago, I never got to express the way I felt for you.
And that, I regret.
Feng Xin, I'm sorry.
Feng Xin, do you still hate me?
Feng Xin, when you insult me, are those your actual thoughts?
Feng Xin, do you ever want to go back 800 years ago? Back when we were still young and knew nothing?
Feng Xin, would you accept me as I am today?
Feng Xin, if possible, could you forgive me? Would you care though?
Feng Xin, please...
Feng Xin.
I love you.
