With Shattered Wings You Shall Soar Once More (Storm Dragon Izuku)

[Chapter 9] A Home to be Found in Pt.1

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YOOO THIS STUPID WRITING BLOCK IS OVERRR POGGG ITS SO GOOD TO BE BACK

I finally got my motivation and creativity back after watching a bunch of dragon videos like someone suggested in my last post which thank you BTW <3 <3

Anyways! Sorry but not sorry in advance ≧◠◡◠≦✌

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[TW]

Anxiety
Anxiety/panic attack
Intrusive thoughts
(Breif) suicidal thoughts
Self doubt
(Breif) dry heaving
Self deprecation
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Today was not a good day for Izuku, first he had been having the same recurring dream ever since that day (referring to chapter 7 for those who don't remember) but instead of the being talking to him like the first time, it just stared at him, expectantly,

Izuku tried to ask what it wanted from him, tried to examine his surroundings but everytime he made a move lighting rained down on him effectively scaring him awake,

Next when he had woken up this morning he quickly noticed he was sore all over from his most recent...growths which just consisted of stronger scales but it still left him uncomfortable and sore,

once he was finally able to move he began to stretch in hopes of relieving at least a little bit of his pain which turned out to be more of a help then he thought, but it still did not help the disgusting feeling in his stomach, every minute the feeling would just get stronger, weighing heavy on his soul and causing bile to rize in his throat,

And finally things had started to look up for the dragonewt, hawks had finally arrived if not a little later than his usual time but that didn't matter to izuku, as long as hawks was here he was content (he stubbornly ignored the harsh thumps his tail made when it his the bed repeatedly, it wagging like an exited dog's would)

Things were getting even more better when dr. Yuki had come in telling him that this would be his final checkup before he was finally released from this stuffy hospital

(he ignored the increasing nausea building in the pit of his stomach and the whispers of self doubt and deprecate words wriggled into his ears, into his head, instead moving to clutching his stomach as subtly as possible and forcing a smile on his face, he's alright, he is alright.)

Izuku soon fell into a familiar tune and rhythm with the doctor, hold out his arm when asked, staying still when asked, taking deep breaths when asked

Calming his fiercely beating heart, tensing when he got too close to where certain scars led, acting like he wasn't on the verge of tears.

But they don't need to know that

Once his health tests were finished they moved on to his physical, boring stuff like how well he could walk, run, using basic human needs, and testing his five senses to make sure they were working correctly, all that boring stuff, and soon enough he was finished.

During this he had noticed hawks getting progressively more excited? No that's not the right word, anxious? Jittery? Impatient? Either way he could barely sit still in his chair for more than a few minutes, he also noticed the man stealing a few glances at him from time to time.

That made the dread in izukus soul only grow more, what was the man so anxious about, was he going to leave him, he already said he had legal custody over izuku since his mother went to prison, what's going on? What's happening? Did he do something wrong? Was hawks going to leave him?