Fighting for Love

Heartbroken

Rebecca's POV

Before

''Oh so now you would like to talk to me?'' I said as I started to walk to my car. ''I'm sorry but I have a really good reason. I didn't know how to tell you this.'' Buck said as he followed me. ''Okey what is it then?'' I said as I put my bag in the back and turned to him. ''I really don't want to say this and I hoped that Eddie would tell but I can see that he won't.'' Buck said and I looked at him a little weird.

''I heard Eddie talking on the phone and I heard him say that.....''

Buck went quiet after that and I saw Eddie walking us. ''Hey what are you guys talking about?'' Eddie asked us and looked at Buck. I saw Buck shaking his head at me and I smiled. ''I will tell you later, are you coming with me or are you going home?'' I asked Eddie and he kissed my cheek. ''I'm going home but I will see you tonight or tomorrow.'' He said and started to walk to his car. 

''Okey Buck what is going on?'' I asked after Eddie drove away. ''I really don't want to say this and I know Eddie will hate me.'' He said and started to walk around. ''Buck just tell me.'' I said and he sadly looked me. 

Buck POV 

I saw Eddie acting weird a whole morning so as he went outside I decided to follow him. As I turned the corner I heard Eddie talking on the phone. ''I don't want to tell her. This was a mistake.'' Eddie said and shook his head. ''I know I started it but it was a mistake.'' He said again and I started to get confused. ''I will see you later, after I get free I will see you later.'' He said and turned to me. 

''How much did you hear?'' Eddie asked me and I just looked at him. ''Okey you can't tell Becca what you heard. You just can't.'' He said. ''I don't even know what I would tell her. What did you do Eddie?'' I asked him and he looked down. ''I made a mistake and I can't take it back.'' He said and looked away. ''What did you do?'' I asked him again and he looked to my eyes. ''I kissed my ex girlfriend.'' Eddie said and I laughed a little because I thought he was joking. 

''Yeah yeah right what did you really do?'' I asked him laughing but stopped as I looked at his face. ''Oh Eddie no. No no.'' I said and he looked down again. ''You have to tell Becca. You can't keep this from her.'' I said and he nodded. ''I know I know I will tell her but I have to think how.'' He said and I shook my head. ''No you will tell her today or I will.'' I said and walked away.

Rebecca's POV

After Buck told me his story I looked at him shocked. ''No fucking way. He would not do it.'' I said and Buck sadly nodded. ''I'm sorry but why would Eddie lie.'' Buck said and I looked sadly down. ''Okey then.'' I said and looked up. ''I could take Kay later so you could talk to Eddie.'' Buck said and I smiled a little. 

''Yeah that sound good. I will text you later and thank you for telling me.'' I said and got to my car. As I started to drive home I got a call from Eddie. I could not decided if I wanted to talk with him or not. I finally decided to take his call.

 ''Hey I wanted to say I would like to come over to your place later. I have to talk with you.'' Eddie said. ''Do I have to be worried about the talk?'' I said with a joking voice. ''Umm... no. Yeah no.'' He said but I knew different. ''Okey I will see you at like seven.'' I said and ended the call. I couldn't believe Eddie would to this to me and to us. 

As I got home I sent the babysitter away and called Buck so he could come pick Kay up before Eddie got here. ''Mommy are you good?'' Kay asked me as I got him a little snack bag ready. ''Yeah yeah I'm good. You are going to spend the night with Buck.'' I said and Kay ran to his room happily. ''When is Buck getting here?'' I heard Kay scream and I laughed a little. ''Soon so get your stuff together.'' I yelled back to him and heard his little feet running to me. 

''Could you help me mommy? I don't know.'' Kay said and I smiled at him. ''Yeah do you want to bring some toys as well?'' I asked him as we walked to his room. ''Yeah I can show Buck my new toys.'' He said and I started to get his toys ready. As I got Kay ready I heard a knock and before I got to the door Kay yelled. ''Come on in.'' I smiled and walked to the door as well and as I opened the door I saw Buck and Eddie.

I just looked at Eddie but I was pulled out of my thought with Kay running to Buck and Eddie. ''Hey buddy are you ready for a sleepover?'' Buck said and Eddie looked at him weirdly. ''Yeah Mommy please get my bags?'' Kay said as Buck picked him up. ''Sure buddy. You guys can come in.'' I said and walked to Kay's room. I breathed a little bit before I grabbed Kay's bag and walked to the living room. ''Okey so you have a day off tomorrow right?'' I asked Buck as I ignored Eddie. 

''Yeah so me and Micheal will be with Kay. And you can pick him up after you get off.'' Buck said and I smiled as I took Kay from his arm. ''Okey be a good boy to Buck and Uncle Micheal. Mommy loves you and if you want to talk to me then tell Buck okey.'' I said and Kay kissed my cheek. I walked with Buck and Kay to the door. ''If you need anything just call me. I will be here in a second.'' Buck said as he hugged me and smiled at me. ''Okey I will see you.'' I said and waved at Buck and Kay as the drove away.  

I didn't want to talk to Eddie yet so I walked to the kitchen and I walked to the kitchen and took some wine out. ''Do you want wine as well?'' I asked loudly and Eddie walked to me. ''Becca we have to talk.'' He said and I smiled sadly. ''I know but I need some wine before.'' I said and poured my self a glass. ''Okey we have to talk so you start.'' I said and smiled at him a little. ''I know Buck told you already what I wanted to talk to you about.'' Eddie said and I walked outside and felt Eddie following me. 

''So what do you want me to say?'' I asked him as I sat on the grass. ''That I'm disappointed, that I'm heartbroken.'' I said and looked at Eddie. ''I'm sorry. I'm sorry that that happened.'' Eddie said and sat in front me. ''I don't know what do say. I have nothing to say and I don't even think that we need to have this talk.'' I said and looked down. 

''What do you mean?'' Eddie asked me and I smiled sadly. ''You kissed another woman, I could have forgiven you for that but you didn't want to tell me. You wanted to keep that a secret.'' I said while looking down still. ''No no I was going to tell you. I just needed to find the right way but Buck got ahead of me.'' Eddie told me. ''Don't put this on Buck. He told me because he knew that I deserved to know.'' I said and I smiled. 

''We are over before we even started.'' I said and swept my tears away. ''No no no no Rebecca, I'm going to be sorry forever that this happened and I will never forgive myself but we can't be over.'' Eddie said and took my hands in his. ''I could have forgiven you in a second of you had just told me when it happened. But you lied, you hid it and I can't see past it. At least not right now.'' I said sadly and started to stand up. ''Becca no I I love you.'' He said and I pulled my hands away from him and stepped back. 

''Eddie NO you can't do this. You you did this and you can't take everything back with 'I love you'. I have to think and until then we are over.'' I said and walked back inside. ''So this is it? I make a mistake and you just end us.'' Eddie said angrily. ''Yeah, you can make this my fault all you like but you did this. So please go home and I will talk to you after I have thought a little bit.'' I said as I opened my front door. 

''I'm sorry and I hope that someday we can be us again.'' Eddie said and kissed my head and walked to his car. As I looked at him driving away I started to sob. I closed the door and sat beside and just cried. I couldn't believe Eddie did this. 

A/N

I'm sorry I'm sorry for this chapter but I love you and I hope you will all like this chapter. I love you all and thank you very much. 

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