The Ice in my Heart (K/DA x Male Reader)

14 | Dinner with the Diva

How did we get here?

One moment I thought that I was starting to finally close the distance between me and Evelynn, the next moment I'm feeling way more uncomfortable around her than I ever have.

My apartment was rather minimalistic. In the living room, I only had a small couch, a television, and a table, of which was now littered with varying boxes of take out. Evelynn lounged lazily to my right with a paper box of noodles in her hands. I practically sat with my back straight as I nibbled away at my fried rice.

Why did Evelynn suddenly want to come to my place? We both live in the same complex, but I'm sure that she would enjoy the more lavish furnishings of her own home. I looked towards her face to glean any hints as to her intentions, but unreadable as she always was, I found none.

Her eyes were wholly on the television, sparing not a single glance my direction. She was watching this drama that I knew was some kind of romance show, though I didn't know what it was about. On the screen, the man got splashed with a cup of water after the girl caught him cheating, eliciting a laugh from the idol next to me.

I scooped a spoonful of rice and brought it to my mouth. It was alright tasting.

This was seriously unnerving! I couldn't tell at all what Evelynn was thinking. When I first met her, she was threatening me left and right, so much so that I thought she simply hated me from the get go. But now, here we were, chilling and watching a drama while eating take out. Evelynn was the last person I would've expected to be in this situation with.

Suddenly, her head tilted towards me.

Evelynn: "You're staring at me a lot. Getting a little bothered now that we're alone?"

Yes! But also not in the way she was implying!

Y/N: "Uh, n-no?"

Damn it, I ended up stuttering. I said it once and I'll say it again. Eve always had me on edge.

She snorted.

Evelynn: "I'm just joking. I'm known for having high tastes, but something like this isn't bad every once in a while."

Was that really all to it? But why at my place?

Evelynn: "You know, last night, the three of us stayed up for a while worried about you."

Ah, I did end up going back to my place right after hanging out with Akali.

Y/N: "Oh, sorry. I should've said something."

Evelynn: "It's alright. A certain little rogue came back in the middle of the night with the biggest grin on her face. We could already tell that you were cheered up plenty."

Ah fuck. Does that mean that everyone in K/DA knows?

Evelynn: "She refused to give us any details though. No fun."

Phew. I'm not sure why I was so desperate to keep it under wraps though. Was Akali really that happy by our kiss? I wouldn't really say we were particularly close, but even I found myself revisiting that moment in my head. Did...did that mean she liked me? All this is making my head spin.

I fiddled with my star pendant as I wandered in my mind. Suddenly, it hit me. The cold touch of my necklace now felt almost biting.

Oh...I didn't want Ahri to know. That's why I was nervous about it.

I internally sighed.

What kind of loser am I? We're not even dating anymore, but I still feel guilty about kissing another girl. Her bandmate, no less. Knowing that she's wearing the same necklace as the one around my neck twisted my heart in pain, like I betrayed her trust.