21 what dying feels like

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"hold still" i whispered holding peterkin's wound.

john b panicked next to me taking off his bandana and using it to put pressure on it.

sarah's eyes had swollen up from the amount she had been crying "call for help" peterkin chocked out.

JB picked up the walkie talkie connected to the woman's uniform, rafe then pointed the gun to john's face with ward pleading him to stop.

"don't try it, asshole" rafe threatened him like he was a psychopath, "give me the radio" ward demanded holding his hand out.

john b refused, but ward managed to take it out of his hands.

as ward tried to calm rafe down peterkin coughed out one more word "run" her eyes widened at us.

we didn't want to leave her, knowing ward and rafe would let her die there. the dying woman kept repeating the word and john b and i stood up slowly.

"where are you going huh?!" rafe shouted approaching us.

sarah moved forward to push rafe away whilst john b bolted one way and i sprinted as fast as i could in the other direction.

i turned around quickly to see my brother making a safe escape and suddenly there was the sound of gunshots once again.

stumbling over and falling to the harsh ground, the pain in my stomach was absolutely unbearable for any human to experience.

why wasn't i running? i needed to run, i needed to get to jj and kie and pope to tell them what had happened.

i held onto my stomach gasping for air, looking down i realised, my hands were covered in blood.

rafe shot me, he actually shot me.

i've never been shot before, like anyone regularly gets shot but, i don't know what to do.

i'm not ready yet, i don't want to die, i haven't even said everything i wanted to say to everyone yet.

i haven't even said goodbye to my brother, does he know i've been shot? is he coming back for me? i cant leave without a goodbye like dad did.

unexpectedly, jj was there, right in front of me.

"is this real?" i called out to him not knowing if he could hear me right now, "just because it's not real doesn't mean you can't say goodbye char" he spoke softly smiling at me.

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