ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇʀ [ᴊᴊ ᴍᴀʏʙᴀɴᴋ]

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"i'll find you char i promise, we all will not stop looking" i nodded attempting to smile through the pain "i love you jj, please don't forget me" he pulled me in kissing me passionately like it was the last time he ever would "how could i ever, your my first and only love"

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after weeks of being transported from foster home to foster home there was still no contact from kie, pope or even jj.

the first home i went to was some already happy family that sent me back as i was too 'depressed' and 'wouldn't engage in any family conversations or activities'.

then came the second home, which involved this old couple who were practically living in the 1950's, they had super strict rules and i had to secretly smoke in the front garden. once i was caught two weeks in they were distraught and sent me back to social services.

finally, the third home was actually tolerable until the man got arrested for drunk driving and i had to be taken away for 'safety reasons'. gonna miss getting high with phill on weekends, hope prison treating him well.

today i had a scheduled meeting with my social worker, claire. i walked into the compact office sitting on the chair spinning around impatiently.

she walked in holding a pile of files "i think you're really gonna like this one" she said with a beaming smile plastered on her face.

"you said that about the last few" i rolled my eyes knowing wherever this was it was going to be temporary until they had some issue with me.

claire took the file off the top opening it up showing me images of the house and then pointing to the location, the outer banks. "i'm going home?" i asked in disbelief.

she laughed turning the page "you're going to a wealthy family in figure eight, eleanor and james madden, along with their son leo. i think this is the one for you charley"

i stood up from the chair running to hug her "thank you so much claire, i'm so grateful for you always looking out for me" i said and she nodded back, "pack your things we can head there right away"

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the drive there was exciting passing the familiar faces and shops, seeing kie's restaurant where we would all hang out, the good times.

i could feel nostalgia rushing through my body as we drove past places that held the most significant memories.

mine and jj's first kiss:
his lips attatched to mine as i pushed my hand through his hair holding onto the back of his head pushing him further into the kiss.
our lips then parted ways when he removed his hand from my eyes letting me see before i closed my eyes once more.
i crashed my lips into his once again falling completely undone at his touch as i melted into him. he electrified my every move pulling me closer the passion surrounding the two of us whilst he placed his hand on my lower back.