"I was good at feeling nothing now I'm hopeless. What a drag to love you like I do."
HARRY'S POV:
I shouldn't have pushed her to tell me.
I close the journal and press my forehead against it.
I should've been more patient, and waited. She would've told me eventually.
I should've just given her the fun night she deserved.
And as for Nate...
For his sake he better stay the fuck away from Naomi and me.
I read it all.
I'm infuriated, disgusted, and sad.
I know she said I could read the whole journal but I only read about six entries. I felt kind of bad going through it even though I had permission.
Some of them made me smile, but the entry about how Nate acted...
It's appalling.
How could a person be like that?
Especially to her?
How could he say what he said to her?
I have to see her.
I wipe my teary eyes, get up from my bed, and sprint down my stairs to the front door. I grab my shoes, a jacket, and my car keys.
As I drive, I can't stop thinking.
My thoughts are all over the place. I keep thinking about Naomi, how she must feel, and what can I do to help her right now.
And Nate.
And how I never knew you could hate a person with every fiber of your being even though they've never done anything to you personally.
Then back to Naomi, and how I just want to hold her and make her feel safe and loved.
Then back to Nate, and how I want to rip his dick off.
NAOMI'S POV:
It's been a while, and I'm started to feel sleepy but I know I won't be able to sleep so I decide to make some coffee.
I head to the kitchen, make a cup.
Maybe I should write a song?
I don't think I want to though. I think I'd rather just watch TV numbly. If I write a song, I'll feel too much. I know that's what I should be doing, but I can't get myself to want to do it.
I pour a little cream and sugar into my fresh hot cup of coffee and head to my bed.
As I start getting under the covers, there's a knock on the door.
Its probably Emma, she knew I got home today.
"I'm coming! I look like shit so don't make fun bitch!" I yell at the door.
I get up, walk to my front door, and open it.
Then I see his face.
He read it.
"Are you alright?" I ask quietly trying not to make eye contact or I might cry.
"What?" He asks quietly and dumbfounded.
"I asked if you were-"
"No, I know what you asked. But how- you just- Naomi you can't-" He stopped himself and tried to gather the words.
After a moment he stopped trying and just looked at me.
Then he threw his arms around me and kissed my head.
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Step Into the Light
FanfictionShine, step into the light. So bright sometimes, but he won't let her go back. *the beginning is a bit rough since I had never written anything before this lol