Hate Affairs

Chapter 22

"Tell me how was it?" I asked her sitting down on her bed as she closed the doors to her bedroom.

"Horrible" she said and started to cry again.

"What did he say?" I asked her as she sat next to me and pulled off her heels and threw them with full power across the room.

"He didn't say anything" she said "I told him and he froze, said that we should leave so we left and he didn't say a word all the way back home" she said and looked at me.

"What a dick" I said and pulled her in a hug.

"What do I do now?" She cried.

"You're going to be okay with or without him" I said.

"But I don't want my baby to grow up without a dad" she cried her voice breaking.

"I know Polina, it's going to be okay" I tried to calm her down.

"Why did it had to be him" she almost screamed.

"Why couldn't I just sleep with anyone else??" She was angry with herself.

"Polina what's done is done, beating yourself up for it won't change anything" I said and she kicked around the decorative pillows around the room and then started to hysterically cry again.

"Come here" I said and pulled her in a hug which she gladly returned. I caressed her back as she cried and calmed down a little bit.

"Let's get you cleaned up and ready for bed" I said and she only shook her head 'yes' and we walked into her bathroom.

I'm going to kill Tobias.

We walked into the bathroom and I helped her wash off her makeup and undid her ponytail. I left the bathroom and let her get dressed. She walked out of the bathroom and feel in the bed covering herself with the sheets.

"Maybe he'll come around" I said.

"I don't know" she replied now not crying but sounding empty.

"No matter what happens you have me" I said and she looked up at me and smiled.

I smiled back at her and told her everything that had happened today trying to take her mind off of everything and I waited till she fell asleep and then I turned off her light and let her sleep.

I was feeling really sad for her but I was also very mad at Tobias. I walked to my bedroom and Lucian was already there getting ready for bed. I walked in and didn't say a word to him.

"Adria I'm really sorry" he said almost begging for me to forgive him.

"I was just really frustrated with everything and took it out on you and that's my fault and I'm sorry, I won't let it happen again" he said and I walked inside the bathroom.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I got dressed into one of his T - shirts. I really hate to go to sleep fighting. I let out a sigh and walked back out into the bedroom. Lucian was sitting at the end of the bed and looked up at me when I walked out.

"You're forgiven" I said and he got up.

"But" I said stopping him from touching me just yet "if you ever disrespect me like that again and especially in front of someone else you're not getting away with it with a simple apology" I said making my point clear.

"I promise you it won't happen again" he said and wrapped his hands around my waist and I wrapped mine around his neck.

"Thank you by the way, we would of never found those letters without you" he said and I pulled away from the hug and caressed his cheek.