Anderson Series: Jazmine Anderson

Chapter 27

Jazmine

Time flies so fast, a lot happened in a short period of time, some a happy and sad memories. We meet new people who can be your our friends or enemy. We fell in love unexpectedly, sometimes they love us back or broke our heart into pieces. In our state 1st semester near ended, a lot of student stressing out because of our final exam, and project activities. While me and my friend just chilling yah because you know were genius. Well to tell you the truth we are stressed too not in our exam but in our activity you know that thing interviewing the biggest company. I'm stressing out because we can't interview our own company just what the F. I already told jace that it all settled and then this happen, how can I tell her that we can't interview in kenner empire because what I'm the heirs? oh gosh, she might laugh at me or think that I'm crazy. 

"Fuck, Allyson's want to kill me". Terrified, that what written in her face. I arched my brows because of her statement. I know allyson's is fucking scary to the point na ikakamatay muna ito but alam kung hindi nito kayang pumatay.  Is that make sense? oh whatever.

"Allyson can't kill you, oh if she kill you then she's the most beautiful criminal if that thing happened" just thinking about her pointing you a gun or a dagger it's hot. Just, just not in me though. I still love myself.

Claire stared at me like I have ten head, What? I'm just telling the truth. "are you crazy? she can kill me and you telling me she still beautiful if that thing happen?" Hindi makapaniwalang saad nito.

"Hey stop let's just go to the cafeteria I am starving" Pag aawat ni venus sa samin. this girl is lucky, why? siya lang naman ang hindi na stress samin paano matalino na sa klase then okay na din yung Company na iinterviewin nila ni gabby. A multi millionaire Clothing Company which she's the Global Ambassador buti pa ang bitch na ito easy easy nalang. While me and claire still can't take it easy. Well honestly claire don't have a problem about school stuff it's just she's too scared when allyson is near us and I don't know why.  

"You go first I'll just go to comfort room" Matapos kung magpaalam sa kanila ay walang babalang umalis ako paano ba naman kung hihintayin kupa sila alam kung ako nanaman ang mag oorder at mag babayad akala ata nila hindi ko sila napapansin nitong mga nakaraang araw. Hindi na kasi ako nagpupunta sa office ni ate winter alam kung busy ito at may malaking problema so napagpasyahan nalang naming kumain sa cafeterian and those two bitches want me to take the order at ako pa magbabayad okay lang sana kung hindi araw araw pero damn those asshole.

I'm walking confidently not minding those judgmental gaze, pake kuba sa kanila alam kung matagal na akong maganda. Soon enough I'll see the near comfort room then I gracefully open the door, the moment I step in my expression turn blank why? Sa pagkaka-alam ko kasi this comfort room is for girls only then why did this fucking monkey's here inside and he's literally eating my soon to be wife face. 

Hindi ko masikmura ang nakikita ko kaya't walang baba ko siyang hinablot papalayo sa tabi ni allyson. I'm beyond mad, I know wala akong karapatan gawin ang bagay na ito pero nasasaktan ako sa nakikita ko. I hate it, it should be me not this asshole. my vision blur and I did the unthinkable I fucking beating he's face, I grab his collar and throw him outside. I punch his face a countless times I don't care if I ruin he's ugly face damn him.

Some were shouting for help while others were preventing me from punching him in the face. They manage to keep me away but I still grab him back, all I want is to destroy his face. Parang nagising naman ako sa matagal na pagkakahimlay ng hatakin ako paharap ni allyson at sampalin ng napaka-lakas. 

Nag-tiim ang bagang niya at nanlilisik na tumingin sa akin. Akala ko yun na ang pinaka masakit na mararamdaman ko hindi pa pala, tinulak niya ako papalayo at nag-mamadaling dinaluhan ang kanyang kasintahan. 

Dahan dahan niya itong tinulungan makatayo, ang akala ko aalis na sila ngunit bumalik ito sa aking harapan and you know what? The moment her mouth open my heart died. "Hindi ba't sinabi ko na tiginan muna kami? I don't like nor love you! your just a piece of shit in my own eyes! you're nothing to me" She shouted furiously at me. 

Fuck kailan ba ako matututu? Ilang beses niya na bang sinabi sa akin na hindi niya na ako mahal? Hanggang kailan ako masasaktan?. "I want to move on but your action giving me false hope, hope na sana mahal mo din ako" Natawa na lang ako na parang baliw, masakit na umasa na may pag-asa pa, alam ko na hindi niya ako kayang mahalin pero bakit iba ang sinasabi ng puso ko? Frustrated na napahilamos ako sa mukha ko.

"Listen carefully, I DON'T LOVE YOU, Naaawa lang ako sa kalagayan mo, so don't assume na mahal kita. fuck I feel nothin for you, I love my boyfriend so fuck off!". Kinagat ko ng madiin ang labi ko, fuck i don'e even care if it's bleed. Ang mga salitang binitawan nito ay paulit-ulit sa isipan ko, Her words broke my heart over and over again. This is pain is too much. I want to cry to release the pain I feel but even my tears are gone and all I can shed is my blood. 

Umalis ito sa aking harapan at inalalayan niyang makalakad ang kasintahan ngunit bago pa sila makalayo ay nagbitaw ako ng mga salita. "I love you, I really do. but I guess this love of mine will only bring pain for the both us. Don't worry, This heart of mine broke into pieces and no longer whole. It is tired of being hurt and hopeful. I need to rest it first. By the time it can be whole again, it just means that my heart is no longer beating for you".

"By the time that happened I knew you would be happy because you were freed from the confinement of my heart. This is the last day, my heart will cry for you" I didn't even wait for her reaction. I turned around and left, at the same time as my departure, my tears dripping. I thought I had no more tears but I guess there were still hidden tears.

I calmed myself first before making my way to my friends and in that place the unexpected events would happen.

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4-21-22

Goodnight AHAHAHAHA