𝘋𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘬𝘪 𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘳𝘴 || 𝐌. 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (COMPLETED)

twenty : sunday 2

Your POV

[Drama ahead]

"How were you?"

Okay here I am, yes, sumama kay Sei nga. Diko alam kung paano ako magsstart ng convo kay Manjiro. Nasa isang private shrine kami, mahangin kahit maaraw.

"I..was f-fine, I guess..." I answered in past tense kasi he was pertaining about the time after ko umalis.

"Ikaw?" I asked him back, he just shrugged. Amp

"I wasn't okay. I..was filled with regrets to that fucking plan of mine. I haven't even apologize to you properly that time, so..." He stood up and bowed down.

Uy

"I'm very very sorry." He sound very sincered. I hold his shoulders to stand straight

"Sei, what you did was for your own good. I will never do that, but naiintindihan kita." He looked at me.

"Yes, I got heartbroken. Nadurog ako, sobra because may problema rin ako sa family ko that time and you know that. We were friends for 4 years before naging tayo, and nung 6 months na meron tayo, I was indeed happy- no feeling the best." Kwento ko. His eyes were just on mine.

"I was feeling worthless all those years and you made me feel special. Well, I was special to have you with Koko as my friends but nung niligawan mo na ako, masyado akong nahulog sayo. Oo nagalit ako sayo, ayun sinasabi ko lagi but it's myself talaga ang sinisisi ko."

"Nung nawala tayo, ayun bumalik lahat. Bumalik lahat nung pagka feel ko na worthless. I wasn't enough to you to made you forget him. Sei, I should be the one to apologiz-" He suddenly hugged me. Teka nagiging emotional na ata ako..

"Y/n! Don't say such things like that! You were more than enough. Nasayo ang lahat noon, I was the one who is lucky yet I hurt you! Koko, Shinichiro-kun and my sister are the witnesses of your worth. That is why....I don't want you to continue living your life in a lie."

Fuck

"You deserved better and I don't deserve you." Dagdag niya pa at kumalas. I teared up.

"Nawala sa isip ko magiging feelings mo nung simula, I wasn't thinking good because of my own selfishness." He teared up na rin. I hold his hand.

"Sei, matagal na kita napatawad kasi sarili ko yung sinisisi ko. But ngayon, you removed my regrets through your honesty. Thank you, it's okay now. It's all in the past."

"Thank you Y/n." At natahimik kami...siguro mga ilang minuto para simulan ko uli magtanong..

"You still like him?" I asked

"Koko...? Not anymore" oh

Naka move on narin pala siya

"That's good to hear, I guess.."

"Yeah I just accepted the reality with my heart that Koko and I are just meant to be bestfriends only." Natahimik uli

:<<<

"You? Are you..still...into me?" Mabagal na tanong niya.

"Not anymore" I answered honestly and looked at his eyes. But his eyes, tumamlay after ko masabi.

Okay.....?

Okay wala yon..

"I see. It's Mikey now, isn't? You aren't together but you guys seemed really a couple. He called you 'love' and kissed each other."

Hala ka Sei

"Walang kami. We...were just being comfortable with each other. He called me 'Love' cause he does."