𝘋𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘬𝘪 𝘞𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘳𝘴 || 𝐌. 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐨 𝐗 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (COMPLETED)

twelve: tuesday

Your POV

Tuesday

Shit ansakit ng ulo ko!!! Nasusuka rinnn ako omg!

I woke up nang ganitong lagay. Nasa isang couch ako na mahaba at may blanket. Puro gamit nandito, pero maayos.

It's 11 am na, I skipped classes.

I immediately look for a comfort room. Puro liquid lang nasuka ko. I didn't ate dinner???

Bakit kaya ako nandito??? Amoy alak din! Nagpakalasing ako????? Hala?

Then someone took me!? Goodness nakidnap pa nga!!

I look at my uniform baka may ginawa sakin. Thank goodness, wala naman at maayos ang gamit ko.

Teka nga kung nagpakalasing ako, san? Sino nag uwi sakin?? Never ako nandito-

"Hmm, you're awake." Someone opened the door at tumambad ang familiar na lalaki. All the memories kagabi tumambad sa isipan ko.

Oh no hala

"Koko!! I'm sorry!!" Tumakbo ako at yumakap sakaniya. He's still my friend after all.

"Haha! There, there. Kala ko nagbago ka na. I mean, grabe ka sakin kahapon!! You hate me so much no??" Koko patted my head. Whatt?!

Actually, I never hated him. He may be the reason why my me and my ex broke up, but wala siyang ginawang mali. Of course mas maririnig niya side ng childhood bestfriend niya, mas nakilala niya yon. Also, I ran away agad after nung break up. I didn't even talked to them ever again dahil nadala ako ng emotions.

Diba? I'm such a nuisance even now. I hate myself.

"I...said something bad no?" I smiled bitterly. I won't forgive myself if oo talaga.

"You did. In fact, you told me magbestfriend kami kasi kinakampihan ko siya. Pfft. If only you knew, he got beaten by me after kong malaman nakipaghiwalay siya sayo at umalis ka. My girlfriend also hated him for it but ngayon, we are now fine bat di na tulad ng dati. " My eyes went wide.

Binugbog nya? And they almost fell apart....Y/n you stupid fuck-

"Don't. Don't blame yourself. You suffered alone. Tell me, Y/n? How much do you hate yourself that you thought ikaw pa naging dahilan ng paghiwalay niyo?"

"I-i wasn't enough....Kahit malaman ko pang ginamit niya ako, atleast sana sa loob ng 6 months, nabago ko laman ng puso niya? Hindi eh. Tatanggapin ko naman yun, but ikaw lang ang gusto niya." Shit.

Fuck nasabi kong siya. Nadulas. Lagot.

"What do you mean by me??" He still doesn't know??

"I-ikaw. Ikaw ang gusto niya all the time. I was there for him, pero ikaw ang nasa puso at isip niya." Koko's jaw dropped.

"Yes, Koko. My ex, your childhood bestfriend was gay for you. But he doesn't want to say it. He doesn't want to ruin your relationship with your girlfriend." I said it. Nasabi ko na.

"I-im damn speechless."

"Don't hate him. He was...struggling too. Seeing always the person you like with his lover, masasaktan ka. If there's only one that you should hate, then it's me. I wasn't even enough to made him forget you."
I teared up. I was so useless.

"I will never hate you, Y/n. See? his mastake is unforgivable, he even made you feel worthless. Y/n, you are more than enough. You were used yet you still thought of him." He..he has a point..