𝓐𝔀𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭

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I love you
Angst‼️

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Why? Why did it have to be us? We were doing so well as a team and yet we still failed. Everything crumpled up as if we threw a paper into fire-making bits burn up and fall just like we did. It seemed to be a second ago when we were laughing and enjoying life itself; Sasuke was slightly smiling, Naruto was grinning, Sakura was laughing and me...I was finally at peace. But it didn't last long did it?

I silently walked to the hospital knowing Naruto would be inside still thinking to myself, could I have done more to prevent this? Looking around I noticed how discolored everything looked, the sun wasn't shining bright like any other day- it seemed more dead. With every step, I took my whole body shivered from the lack of food, my head started feeling fuzzy but it was probably because of the tears threatening to fall. Today was just like any other day but instead, I didn't even try to hide my real emotions.

Standing near the door I stopped for a second hearing a few voices inside, gaining up some courage I decided to open the door revealing the people inside. Their eyes went to my form as I started walking inside not being able to meet up with their gazes still feeling too guilty, biting my lip I slightly rose my head to meet up with his beautiful ocean eyes but instead I was met with a glare. What's going on?

My breathing hitched, I never once saw Naruto this irritated. His eyes glared at my form with such hatred it scared me so much, I didn't understand- why? I looked to the floor in shame I couldn't raise my head anymore being too uncomfortable from his gaze. My attention went to Lady Hokage who also looked at me with a hint of disappointment, what? My heart stopped beating for a second, I wanted to shrink to not be noticed anymore. My anxiety worsened, I could feel a small lump in my throat I could feel it start to get dry, I felt so small compared to all of them and it made me feel such unease the thought of all of their eyes on me was so...scary.

The girl was confused and clueless about this, of course, anybody would be but that wasn't the only thing she felt, the boy she loves so much looked at her with disgust. It hurt her, those eyes caused her so much pain even when she was a little kid...the eyes everybody gave her, especially her mom and she hated it! She wanted to scream and cry at the same time but the only thing she could do was stay silent.

"Leave us alone," Naruto spoke making her eyes dilate, he sounded so serious it made her stiff. They walked out, in the corner of her eye she saw sakura with a disapproved look but it wasn't for Naruto, it was for her. She flinched knowing those eyes very well, and it wasn't something she was supposed to know at a young age but what could she do about it.

Silence filled the room, the only thing I could hear was the clock ticking. Fidgeting my fingers I gained enough confidence to speak first, I looked at him and smiled trying to ease the tension "Naruto, I'm glad you're in better shape!" I celebrated by carrying the flowers Kouki helped me pick up for him, silence filled the room once again. He didn't even make an effort to say something, not a nod or anything like that just a simple annoyed look.