𝓐𝔀𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓭

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The beginning of the past

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It's so dark here, I continued walking noticing a small figure crouched her long h/c hair was messy as it dangled across her back, hearing quiet muffles I went closer but she didn't pay attention to me.

"Are you ok?" I whispered, she looked up at me and a sudden shiver ran down my spine I quickly backed away, I couldn't see her face she had a blurry face.

My eyes trailed to her outfit making me freeze, no this can't be! She reminded me so much of myself: her outfit, her hair, the feeling- I could feel a connection. She looked away and continued to cry while holding a mirror, oh I remember this...that night where I wished so hard and desired to be somebody else, I still recall the same words I repeated over and over;

'I don't wanna be you anymore'

Her bruised hands touched her features and a stream of tears fell, I was just five years old. After five years of living in this cursed world I gave up on it as I grew older I started realizing once more how much of a nightmare living is, my mother never spent time with me! I had to do everything myself, I learned how to cook, I trained, I had a job, everything...It might not seem like a lot but it hurt watching other people have their parents caring for them, I wanted her love. I wanted to be accepted by my clan. I wanted to be strong. I wanted friends. I wanted to be happy.

There are many things I wanted but never got, but it's ok! I would rather make everybody else happy than myself because that's my ninja way. Yeah everybody before me...everybody before me-

Looking at her once again, I sat beside her. I won't let you be lonely, if you cry you cry in my arms because that's all I ever wanted when I was younger.

Cry, cry until you grow tired, I'll be joining you this time we'll both cry together.

"Y/N!"

Two arms were wrapped around my figure, my form was in a sitting position by now I could feel bandages wrapped around my body as a wet texture hit my jacket, Kouki. I looked around the room being met with two lavender eyes along with others, why is Neji here? I would understand Hinata but her father also? I could only glare at their presence which was an action Neji also replied with.

"What are you doing here," Kouki released his grip and dried his tears, I got up from bed only making him worried but I waved him off saying it's fine, my appearance was quite messy- I didn't have my shirt on just the bandaged which were covering my chest with my lavender zipped jacket opened from the front, bandages were also covering my legs as I wore shorts so the injuries got more pressure from the bandage. I looked at them with a questioned look still waiting for their answers when Hinata spoke up.

"I-I brought them here, I was just so worried about you and I didn't wanna come here alone," I continued to walk towards her when I felt an aching pain on my arm, I hovered my hand and started healing myself. Anger that's what he felt, he couldn't believe she could control her chakra now, forming his hands into fists he only glared at her form. Y/N came closer hugging Hinata making her gasp "Thank you Hinata for everything,"

The door suddenly flew open a blonde woman appeared walking closer to my form checking my arms "Did you heal yourself?" Her brown eyes stared at me waiting for my answer, I turned to her and nodded making her smile. "I see...Naruto told me all about you, would you like to check up on Sasuke?" I turned to Kouki and he gave me a thumbs up telling me to go check on him, I turned to Hinata waving my goodbyes completely ignoring Neji. Seems like they still don't get along, Hinata lowered her head, the reason I brought them here was so they could socialize and get closer.

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She hovered her hand over his forehead waking him up, Sakura rushed towards him crying on his shoulder. My gaze went to Naruto knowing his feelings for the girl, he seemed quite hurt from the action "Sasuke...you..." He shut his mouth and walked away making me want to chase after him but he would be ranting about how much Sakura means to him, which personally for my feelings I didn't wanna hear.

I look towards the ground and followed his footsteps, exiting the hospital I saw Kouki waiting for me "I didn't know you still kept the flower," he directed his look to the flower laying on my head wondering how it was still alive "It's really precious to me you know." A hum escaped his lips as we began walking together.

My steps soon halted realizing something. Sasuke felt different.