Entering The Wattpad World

Chapter 32

Title: The consequences of choosing the Wattpad World.

"In order to change the Nashira inside of the Wattpad world, I have to kill her. I have to kill the Nashira in the Wattpad world. I made her hang herself because she's giving up, the world is not kind to her. Nang mawala ang Nashira sa Wattpad ay meron na akong pagkakataon na mapasok ang totoong Nashira galing sa totoong Mundo—"

Doon unti unting lumawak ang mga mata ko ng mabasa 'yon. It can't be that way! Tears shred to my eyes as it leaked down to my cheeks. The book that gives an vintage moment is scary. The smell of book is addicting but the words upon on it is pure of sadness.

Why it have to be in this way? Why choose to kill an innocent woman who suffer a lot just to replace me? Just to replace me in this world? In the Wattpad World?

As I read upon the next words, tears like waterfalls is now falling to my eyes. The feeling of dread and sorrow is showing throughout to my eyes but the pain... I knew I can't get away with the pain. That unfamiliar pain before is now familiar to me.

The consequences of choosing my own happiness—choosing this world over the victim of the Author. I am the one who kill her because I choose this Wattpad World because I seek for the happiness.

Seeking to the man of my life... blinding by the happiness, blind by the fact that the Author kills a character in order to replace her to me.

This is the consequences of me choosing the Wattpad World.

"I write Nashira Mabel as the extra of the story. She's extra but given to it... she became one of those main leads in the story. I gave her an attitude with like... how should I say it? Independent in her own, cold and easy to obey. But the Nashira in real world is different to Nashira in the Wattpad world."

I continue to read the words in the first page as I try not to shout and thrash out to the pain that the Author put upon to us.

"Nashira Mabel, Dark brown eyes, a sexy figure, long hair and beautiful in a silent place—"

"—While Nashira Mabel in the Real world is beautiful piece of art that anyone could never get away with that. She's beautiful, cheerful and a bubbly person. She have those slim body that everyone wants to have. Those piercing Golden eyes with the shred of green is mesmerising to me. It was kind of unique. I want to be her. I want to be like her. She have kissable lips, a light red cheeks, a perfect and straight long hair with the shred of orange. She likes sweets, desserts, doesn't want vegetables but likes to eat cucumber. She have allergic in a specific fish. Likes to hang out with her friends. She likes hugging  big teddy bear that her brother gives to her. She likes to eat in her room and spent her night reading a story. I have lot's to tell about her. And lastly  she's born with full of love around her and that's funny thing. I'd like her to feel the pain in choosing the wrong path. That's why I made her enter the Wattpad World."

How... how long has the Author been watching me? All this time? Even the foods I want the Authors knows? Everything is she know about me. Chills sent down to my spine as I recall the events I have but Unfortunately I can't remember anything.

As I open the second page, all the characters in this story is now showing.

Ciel Ravi Crius.
25 years old.
Profession: CEO of the company.

Cassian Ravi Crius.
27 years old.
Profession: Vice President of Ciel's company.

Janette Elizabeth.
26 years old.
Profession: International Influencer.

Melanie Max.
28 years old.
Profession: Owner of Coffee shop.

Etc...

I also read their appearance, the attitudes, the roles they have inside of this story.

Habang tumutulo ang luha sa mga mata ko ay unti unti akong natatawa. These characters are also victims of the Author's story.

This is the consequences of Entering the Wattpad World.

I should ended their misery. I have to end this story so they can have their own happy ending story.

As I flip the third page, I saw a note. It made me want to throw up. This is the page... the last letter that Nashira writes. This is the last letter she writes before she kills herself.

"Dear Melanie:

I'm sorry I have to do this. I can't carry the burden that my Mother's commit. All the person she kills is in my dreams every night. It wasn't even my fault! It's my Mom's fault to kill them! I'm so tired... I'm so tired to people using it against me, My mom told me that my life is going to be okay but it doesn't! My life crumpled when she kills those peoples that it keeps haunting me! People is bullying me and killing me with their words. Human is the most scary thing in this world. I'm sorry, Max. Please live without thinking about me. I just want to be happy and I will chose this path even it's gonna tear me down. Thankyou for coping me. Ily.

Nashira last words is now pinning me down. She doesn't deserve to be killed like this. Nashira deserve the world. Tears falls down again to my eyes as I sob. The pain is starting now filling me inside like it's water. As I open the next page the second letter is showing.

It's Cassian name.

"Dear Cassian:

Hi! It's me your Nashira. I know probably if you read this, I'm pretty sure I'm in the coffin sleeping peacefully right? I'm sorry for not telling yes to you, I'm sorry for disappointing you.

You deserve all the love so please stop loving me.

Cassian, I know you've been courting me since college, 5 years to be exact. I really love you to be honest. I love you with my own life, I really love you since the first day you court me. I thought you we're pranking me before but you stay! It's funny that it made me want to cry. You don't deserve a broken like me, you don't deserve to love a piece of burden. I don't want to hurt you so I stay silent. But I love you... I love you so much that it also made me think that you deserve a better person. A better person to be with but it's not me. It's not me, Cassian.

It's not me for you, Cassian. You deserve better, you deserve all the love. Fuck, Why I'm crying saying goodbye to you? It's painful to say goodbye to the person who stay to me this long. To the person who loves me this long. Cassian, please find someone better, okay? I love you so much... I love you... no one can justify my feelings for you. I know it's too late to say yes and kiss you right away.

Cassian, the world is not kind to me. All people is saying hurt words to me but you when you say something beautiful every painful words disappear. You're so kind and handsome. Please be like that always. I love you and I always be. Thankyou for the love that I received from you. I know in that moment I know I've been loved. I love you to universe, Cassian.

I hope you will found your own happy ending.

Cassian been courting Nashira for too long. You also not deserve that Nashira. If only I could change the plot before I will never choose this world. The sobs is now getting louder that I have to read this.

I'm going to avenge you with my own heart.

I open the others pages, the words and the chapters is disappearing so it made me panic.

"I told you, Nashira. This is my chess. You can't change, nor read the chapters that I write for you..."

I clenched my fist as my eyes sharpened. The anger is boiling to my heart and that's what I want. This anger could change everything.

"I tell you this once, Author. I'll be the one walking on my path, not you but me. I will change everything inside of this story! I will make sure to avenge those characters that you made suffer! I will make sure to ruin all your fake hard works just to torment me here inside of the Wattpad world!" I shout in anger as I punch that glass beside me. The blood trickling down in my hand. I will make sure no one will be hurt anymore.

Funny thing those words cannot easily be true.