shawn mendes imagines .

•Late Night Fights•

This sad imagine is for another one of ma besties! mendessmuffin love youuuu!💕
A/N: There will be a lot of foul language in this Imagine. Also could be triggering.

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*Rebecca's POV*
It's another one of those nights. Shawn isn't home yet and it's already 12:46. I'm almost positive he's been out drinking and if he was I don't think I can do it anymore. I hear the door open and someone walk in.

"BABY? Are you in herrrrre?" He slurs

"Yes Shawn." I reply bluntly

"Oh hi!"

"Shawn where the hell were you?!" I scream at him

"I was out. I was doing what I want to do you clingy bitch!"

Those words hurt extremely bad.

"Look Shawn, I love you but if you ever call me a bitch again I will leave you! I am not a bitch!" I yelled getting angry

"Shut the hell up. You know it's true"

"Shawn get the fuck out of the house! Go fuck your self!" I said trying to not get emotional

"You better not ever say that to me again! Go die alone.. You deserve it!"

I saw him raise his hand and I dodged it. He hit the wall next to me. I then realized Shawn had tried to hit me! OH MY GOD. I got up and turned my head to hide my tears.

"If that's really what you want I will."

I turned my body and started to run up the stairs. I went to our room, closed, and locked the doors. I couldn't hold the tears anymore. I started sobbing. I went into my dresser and ripped a piece of paper out of my notebook. I started to write my letter to him.

"Dear Shawn,
I love you more than you know. I know you didn't mean the things that you said but you said it still. When you're drunk, you're the most honest. I'm doing this for my own good, and for yours too. I hope you realize what you've done once I'm gone, and don't regret anything. Find another beautiful girl and go to rehab, continue your life. I will always love you and I will be watching over you always. This isn't really goodbye... It's see you later. Bye Muffin!
- Love you forever, Rebecca"
(A/N: I cried writing the letter)

I kissed the note while silently sobbing. I sat it on the dresser and made my way to the bathroom in our room. I shut and locked the door. I heard Shawn trying to open the door and crying. I couldn't change my mind though.

I grabbed the razor and started to cut my wrist over and over again. I was about to open up the pills when Shawn kicked the door open. He tried to grab the pills.

"I WANT TO DIE! YOU WANT ME TO DIE TOO! LEAVE ME ALONE! NOBODY LOVES ME!"

"Baby please stop! I love you! I'm sorry I didn't mean those things, this is all my fault! I read your note and I could never move on after you! I love you! I'm so sorry!" He said now full on sobbing.

I dropped the pills and pulled him into a hug.

"It's ok! I'm not hurt! I will stay with you forever!" I said while crying also.

"Come on let's get you cleaned up!" He said with a raspy voice

He cleaned my cuts and after he washed and dried them he kissed every last one of them. We got into the bed and snuggled. We didn't only cuddle if you know what I mean...😏

He forgot to wrap his friend up so now we are here with our beautiful son Mason Alexander Mendes. By the way Shawn won't touch a beer ever again. 😂😳

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A/N: I hope this is what you wanted and you liked it, Rebecca. Hopefully this was good. XOXO
~Casey <3