shawn mendes imagines .

•Sitting in Silence•

This imagine is for SammersMendes another one of ma best friends! I LOVE UUU!
A/N: This could be triggering and will be a little sad.

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*Sammie's POV*
*flashback*
"Shawn I'm not cheating on you! I love you! That was my gay best friend!"

"Shut up! That's what every girl says. I know you were and that's why I don't know why I'm with you." He yelled

"Oh.. Ok. I love you Shawn." He doesn't say anything.

*end of flashback*
It's been 3 months since Shawn had talked to me.... 3 months.

I decided that it would be worth a try to talk to him. I walked down stairs and saw him sitting on the couch watching "The Walking Dead"
I sat beside him and saw that he shifted uncomfortably.

I was trying not to cry, I put my hand on his shoulder and tried to move closer. He shrugged my hand off and then tried to get up. I stopped him before he could though. I turned off the T.V. but could look at him.

"Shawn, can I tell you something? You don't have to talk back but I want you to listen!"
He sat back down and I continued talking.

"Shawn, I don't know what happened between us but I just want you to talk to me.. I miss you! I miss your hugs and your kisses, I just want you to love me again. I didn't cheat and we didn't kiss. We hugged and the paparazzi photo shopped our pictures! He is really gay and has a boyfriend. He moved out of town and now I have no one. You won't talk to me. Do you know how long it's been? It's been 3 fucking months Shawn... 3 FUCKING MONTHS!! I just miss you, I miss us" He continued to ignore me and turned the T.V back on.

I got off the couch and walked up to our bedroom. I started to bawl my eyes out before I could even make my way into the room. Shawn doesn't even sleep in the same room as me anymore.

I think I'm gonna end all of this. Why bother leaving a note?....he won't miss me. I went into the bathroom and closed the door. It wouldn't lock but the bedroom door is locked and it won't take long.

"Sometimes it all gets a little too much, and if this is what it takes for him to be happy, it will be no strings attached." (A/N: YOU SEE THE REFERENCES?) I grabbed the melatonin. I didn't want to be a hassle to clean up so, I won't cut.
I grabbed the pills, opened the bottle, and poured 17 pills into my hands representing the number of weeks he has ignored me. As soon and I was about to put the pills in my mouth Shawn ran in and smacked them out of my hands. I struggled to grab them and pop them back into my mouth but he grabbed my arms. I started to cry and so did he.

"Why do you have to ignore me?" I cried out

"I love you, I'm sorry, I thought doing this would make you confess and apologize. I called your friend and his boyfriend answered I'm sorry. I almost made you do this! I love you so damn much Sammie!" He sobbed

That was the first time I've heard him talk in a while. I started to hug him and all you could here was rain and our sobs filling the bathroom.

We both got up and we cuddled the rest of the day. Shawn now knows that the silent treatment isn't the best "treatment".