Please Remember

Tiffany

I am glad that my best friend, Samantha is happy with Sean, but why can't I be happy for her?

I mean, after her break up with his guy named Hillel, she wasn't the same, but was still cheerful to help me to try to get to know Sean... at the time that I liked him. I didn't like how she was acting, but after she got with Sean, she was back to her old self, and actually, even better!

But, I can't help but to feel that she got with him to rub it in my face. Like, 'Haha, I got him and you didn't'... I know she didn't purposefully do that, but I still have that feeling...

Anyways, I was really supportive since the beginning anyhow. Sure, I was hurt upon the fact that I basically got rejected, but that shouldn't mean they couldn't get together, so I pushed them to get to know each other a bit more. She started talking to him over her computer, then they got to texting, and now.. They are inseparable!

She is always talking about how great he is to her and what they talk about... I mean, I do wish it was me in her shoes but what can you do? You can't control who likes you, right? Plus, if i was meant to be with him, then it would've happened the way it did. Since him and I weren't meant to be, I don't mind the fact that they are happy together, because she is my best friend and I love her to death. I just wish I wasn't hurt by it still.. after 3 months...