Please Remember

Sean

Ever since I met Samantha, my life has had a purpose. I know, sounds cheesy, but it's true! I used to not care if anyone loved me, or knew who I was for that matter, but I never really thought that someone else's emotions could affect me in any way. I used to think that music was lame, that movies had no meaning, and that I could never have the true feeling of wanting to make sure someone else was as happy as they could be. All I really cared about was making sure I was in top shape. I mean, I am not saying that I was curt and stubborn to everyone, but I never really thought that someone else's emotions could affect how I wanted to live.

I feel... different around her. I got the feeling after my first try at stare talking with her (something I've done with friends many times before which involves having a conversation with just facial expressions). I started getting into her type of music, I started to see movies in an entirely different fashion, and I also started to make sure she was at her happiest everyday. Even when she was at home, crying on her bed. I'd call her to make sure she was fine, and help her with my reassuring words and soothing tone of voice (at least, that's how it feels to her). I always want to make sure she is okay. She means everything to me. She is the fuel of my life with her beauty, wit, and caring touch. If I lost her.. I would lose my heart and soul in the process...

I never like to think about that kind of stuff though, because I know that it will never happen. We have our future planned together. We have everything set for just the two of us.. It'll always be forever and always. I know that for a fact.

I love seeing her smile, because when she smiles, a beautiful, heartwarming, blush accompanies. I love it! She is so smart! She is caring and really listens to me. She is the only person I can trust with anything. Whether it be stupid or serious, she is always by my side. I really don't know what I would do without her.. and I don't want to think about it either.