Everything isn't what it seems to be.

Chapter 17:Recovery.

Remus sat beside Harry as he is still unconscious, still in the coma. Harry can now breathe on his own, the bruises are nearly all healed, no cuts were no longer on his face or body.

Whenever he looks to his wrists it made him feel physically sick that Harry felt like he had to do that, but he understands why Harry had tried to commit suicide. He would've too if Voldemort has him and force him to marry him.

And Harry just had been desperate for a way out, so he can't fault him for that either.

"Tom..."

Remus place a hand on his shoulder trying not to let his hope rise too high. It's been like this for three days, he would mutter Voldemort's real name but Harry wouldn't wake but that doesn't mean Remus will have hope that he'll wake up.

"Harry, can you hear me? It's Remus." he said gentle as he stoke his hair gentle.

"Tom..."

"I'm here. Just wake up." He said trying to fight his tears.

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Harry opens his eyes looking at a ceiling which has light up stars.

"Harry?" asked a voice that he knew so well and has missed so much.

"Rem...us?" He asked weakly.

"Yes, it's me. You're safe now. Thank Merlin." Said Remus gentle as he stroke his dark hair.

"Remus...Voldemort..." Said Harry, he needs to tell him everything that's happen to him and to apologize for getting Sirius killed.

"Shh. He can't touch you. You're at the Grimmauld place now. Voldemort can't find you here." Said Remus comfortingly.

Then Harry bust into tears, after all he went through.... The fear, the torture, the rapes and the hopelessness that he had felt...He can finally cry without worrying that Voldemort will see him cry.

He felt arms around him, stroking his hair as Remus rock him gentle and whispering comforting words gentle.

When he woke up later he saw that Remus looked unhappy. What has happen to cause this?

"Remus?" He asked worriedly. He looks to him and smiles sadly.

Harry flinched violently as he saw a shadow move but it was just Professor Dumbledore.

"Oh, Professor. I didn't see you there." Said Harry as Remus help him to sit sit up.

"No worries, my boy. No worries." Said Professor Dumbledore waving his apologies off.

Harry nods but then remembers how Professor Dumbledore has ignored him through the past year.

"Why did you ing-" he started before going into a hacking cough.

"I ignored you because I thought that Voldemort would possess you and he would use you as a spy through your mind. After you were born a great prophecy was made about you and Voldemort or rather you or Neville Longbottom. A child born at the end of July." He explained to him, then Harry remembers the orb that had been smashed at the Ministry.

"The power he knows not, and he marks his equal. neither can live while the other survives. and he marks his equal." Said Harry.

"Correct, Harry. Now he knew half of the prophecy which was enough to hunt your and Neville's parents down. Because a spy had heard it and told Voldemort. Voldemort came to Godric hallows to see if you were the most dangerous threat and mark uou as his equal." Explained Professor Dumbledore.

He nods, he wasn't in the mood to have an argument about this.

"Now, Harry. It seems that you're pregnant with-"

"WHAT!? But I'm a guy! I've got a penis!" He said in dignity.

"Harry, calm down. Cub, let me explain this to you but do not interrupt until I finish speaking. In the wizarding world some wizards can convince and carry a baby. They are called Carriers." Remus explains to him which is enough to calm him down and understands.

He nods. So that's what a carrier means. 

"Was my dad?" he asked. "I don't know, Harry." Remus told him truthfully.

"Ok." he said and then looks back to Dumbledore.

"Now the best option for the fetus is to..." Said Professor Dumbledore.

"I'm not getting rid of it if that's what you're getting at, Professor. It's not the baby's fault that it's father is a sick psycho. I'm keeping the baby. Don't ever call the baby an it or a fetus in my hearing again. It's a baby, say it. It's just a little baby." He said angrily.

Professor Dumbledore just sighs at this.

"Now after you recover you'll return to the Dursleys. They've been warned about their treatment of you. I believe that Severus volunteer himself to do so and he has." Said Professor Dumbledore.

Harry's eyes widen at this, surprise that Snape chose to. But now he knew why Remus looks so miserable.

"It's for your own protection and you'll recover better there." Said Professor Dumbledore.

Big mistake.

"I'll never recover, Professor. Never. I wasn't away on a holiday in Disney world, I was in hell. I was raped by Voldemort more times than I care to count for. He was planning to force me to take the dark mark. He beat and tortured me. I will never recover from that, not emotionally. There were times where I thought I....I thought that I loved Voldemort. I still hate him for killing my parents and Cedric. But after a while...I think I did feel something for him but I will always hate him in what he did to me." he told him not looking at him and focus on rubbing his stomach where his baby was growing inside of him.

"Albus, it's best if you leave." Said Remus coolly.

Harry didn't have an easy recovery after being captive, beaten and rape by Lord Voldemort.

But he never blames the baby for Voldemort's actions. He was just glad to be away from Voldemort but his days as Harry Riddle always haunts his dreams instead of the visions he had last year.

Now he was back at the Dursleys, his friends wrote to him this time instead being lock in privet drive like a prisoner and every day he went onto trains taking some risks as Sirius would want him to have live his summer to the fullest.

But he knows that he will never be free from Voldemort but he will enjoy the freedom that he has.

As he thought this he had pick a boy and a girl name for the baby and as soon as he laid on his bed and fell into an uneasy sleep.

He'll keep his baby safe.

TO BE CONTINUE IN ALWAYS.