Always you.

Chapter Thirteen.

I open my eyes covering them almost instantly with my left arm because of the light spilling through the window, I try to get up but am soon stopped by a weight on my chest. I look down and see Scarlett sleeping peacefully as ever. There is a massive feeling of comfort and almost peace knowing its her on my chest, idk why this feels so normal, like I recognise her presence. I dont know. Maybe im thinking too fast. Our first kiss was a horny lust filled attack and I sure as hell wasnt expecting it. All because she was mad. But why was she so mad to start with? Was it just a drunken mistake? I start to get flashbacks of last night... how she moaned my name... was begging for me- no stop it Y/N jeez... Shit now im hard again.
I gently move Scarlett off my chest and onto the pillow and pull the cover back over her. I rush over to my wardrobe and grab a shirt and some fresh boxers, not bothering to find trousers at this rate and make my way to the bathroom to get dressed.

As I do my morning routine as quietly as
possible, I start to feel a stinging pain across my back, I turn my back towards the mirror and twist my head round to see my back covered in scratches, must have be Scar. Holy shit. I smile to myself as I finish up in the bathroom I grab my phone and then walk out of the bedroom to leave Scarlett to sleep. I greet my two big fur babies and they follow me downstairs. I really hope she doesn't regret last night at all. Something felt off when she was making sure no one was around when we was close... but then again we was close and personal after my fight infront of everyone? I dont know.. right now I need something to relieve this headache and a cup of tea... ooohhh maybe pancakes. Yes. Definitely pancakes...

After I've fed the dogs and put Scarletts on a plate ready for her to eat once she wakes, I finally get chance to eat my own pancakes, man im a good fucking cook.
Once I finish eating I place my plate in the dishwasher and make myself another tea and a coffee for Scarlett as she could be awake anytime soon. Hold on. Whats that noise? Is Scarlett being sick? I look over to Rocky whos just tilting his head in the direction of the stairs and then he looks back at me and I rush upststairs to see whats going on.
I walk into the bathroom to see Scarlett crouched down beside the toilet throwing her guts up, she is now wearing a pair of my shorts and a jumper. She must of had wayyy to much to drink lastnight. I rush over to her and crouch down behind her and hold her hair back for her.
"Just let it all out, you're okay." I tell her as I rub up and down her back slowly.
Once shes finished I flush the chain for her and let go of her hair. She turns around and leans into my chest.
"My head is fucking killing me. I feel like im dying." She mutters into my chest.
"Well thats what happens when you drink too much Scar." I laugh and reply back.
"Shut up." She groans.
"Okay, okay, lets get you up and into bed, I see you found some of my clothes there." I joke
"Yeah im sorry I didnt really want to get back into my dress. I can take them off and put the dress back on if its a problem.." Scarlett nervously chuckles.
"Its not a problem at all, in fact they look better on you, even if they are a bit too big for you." I say with a wink. She laughs at me and heads back into my bedroom.
"Would you like a coffee or water or anything? Im going to get you some tablets to help get rid of that headache." I ask as I lean on the doorframe.
"Okay 1. You sounded so British saying 'tablets' and 2. Some water would be great. Thank you." She speaks as she lays her head into the pillows and closes her eyes.
"Cant help sounding that way darling, ill be right back then. Boys stay with Scarlett okay?" I speak out and look over to my dogs whilst pointing to the bed. They both wag their tails and jump up onto the bed with Scarlett.
I go back downstairs and grab a cold bottle of water and two tablets for Scar and head back up.
"Right here you go, drink up. Im going to take care of you today. Unless you have somewhere to be, then ill give you a ride wherever it is you need to be." I announce as I stand next to the bed to give the items to Scarlett. And I recieve nothing in return. Silence? Shes frozen? Fuck, I have no pants on only underwear. I clear my throat to grab her attention.
"Huh? Oh right uhm well lucky for you I have nothing to do today, Rose is still with her father." She explains as I put on some joggers.
"Okay well good! We can sit here watching tv all day!" I excitedly explain. I still haven't met rose yet, she been with her father the last few weeks, she seems like a great kid from what Scarlett has said. I jump into bed next to her causing her to spill some water.
"Oops.." I quietly giggle.
"I hate you." She says.
"Sure.. anyways lets find something to watch." I reply as I scroll through netflix.

Okay so we've been watching Greys Anatomy for 3 hours straight and are now eating pizza. All I've been thinking about is last night.. nothing has been awkward.. does she even remember anything about last night? I need to know because to me it wasnt just a mistake.

"So uhm Scar about last night.." I awkwardly break the silence.

"What about it?" She questions.
"Do you uh remember anything? Like ANYTHING?" I explain.
"Oh you mean you pounding me into oblivion? Yeah I remember that" She casually says as she take a bite from her pizza and I choke on mine.
"Uh yeah sure if thats how you wanna word it heh.." I awkwardly chuckle.
"It was great Y/N. I dont regret any of it but maybe it shouldn't of happened you know? It could complicate things.." She adds in.
Okay ouch. That one hurt like a motherfucking bitch. If she thinks that ill respect it and back off a bit.
"Yeah yeah I get you it makes sense." I shrug as I focus on the tv again. Okay well that was shit.

Scarlett's POV:

Okay.. I felt bad saying that it shouldn't of happened. It was amazing. I just wish it was different.. I wish we took it slow, there is something about her. Shes different to other people, it might not turn into anything, this could just end up being a really good friendship in the end I dont know. Y/N has turned over on her side to face away from me to sleep.
Ill call an uber back to Lizzies place, Ill leave a note for her to read once she wakes up. I dont want to wake her.

I finally arrive back at Lizzie's place and we are currently talking about the Y/N situation. Safe to say Lizzie is pretty pissed with me.

"Seriously Scar? You just left? Like nothing ever happened? How could you. She overthinks everything."

"I know, I just didn't know what to do, I dont even know if I like her or if I just like the idea of being in someones company again and I dont want to use Y/N to find out, thats wrong."

"Well now it seems like you have just used her for a night of quick sex!"

"Oh trust me it wasn't quick..."

"Okay I know how it is. Been there done that. Anyways I feel like you should see where this goes, even if it does to end up with you guys just being friends. You wont know unless you take the risk Scarlett."

"I know but what about Rose? I cant just bring someone else around her again just for them to potentially leave. Its not fair on her."

"Scarlett...Stop overthinking this. Let it happen. Y/N is great and I know she cares about you. Jesus Scar the way she looks at you when you enter a room, its like no one else matters. Its like it was love at first sight, maybe you both just need time to realise it" Elizabeth teases.

"Oh shut up. Can we just go back to the part where you said you've been there and done that... you and Y/N slept together?? When??? And how didnt I know about this?" I question.

"Ohh I havent been the only one to sleep with Y/N Florence has aswell, I thought everyone knew at this point." She shrugs as she continues to read her book.

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Hey guys!
I didnt really like this chapter
But I thought I may aswell write something
As I had the motivation to do so haha.
Hope your all okay <3

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