Always you.

Chapter Twenty-Nine.

After a very eventful night, I am suddenly woke up with a sudden pain, who the fuck has just beat my balls black and blue?!
"Ah! Fuck!" I squeal as I shove my head into the pillow and attempt to curl my body up but am stopped by a tiny human sitting on me. Rose.

"Fuck." A little voice repeats causing me to open my eyes and find the voice.
Shit. Her mum is going to kill me.

"Hey Rosie! Okay uhm I'll give you five dollars to never repeat that word again, your mother will have my ass on a stick." I explain and sit up in the bed.
Rose tilts her head and gives me a confused look before speaking up.

"Why would mommy have your butt on a stick. That would hurt.. Ten dollars and I promise I won't say it."

I do my best to hold my laughter in at her curiosity to the world whilst I continue my conversation with the little monster.
"Nevermind.. where's mommy anyways?" I ask, leaning my arm over to the nightstand to grab my wallet, revealing the money for the little negotiator. I cant say no to that adorable little face.

"Mommy's putting goceries away, we went shopping after daddy drove me here! Mommy said you was sleeping in her bed and I wanted to come see." She explains as she takes off her shoes n throws them on the floor.
I hand the future business woman her well earned money.

"Groceries baby" I hear a raspy voice correct the child from the doorway.
I look over to her and can't help but smile. This woman is so beautiful, I will never be able to get over it. She's wearing one of my jumpers that I left here a while ago, she told me that it wasn't here every time I asked her if she knows where it is... now I know why she said it. She's also wearing some skinny ripped jeans, she's facing me right now but I already know her ass looks good in them.

"Good Morning." She greets me as she walks over to the bed, sitting on the edge closest to me.

"M-Morning.." I stutter. Why the fuck am I stuttering? Why am I nervous?

"How are you feeling this morning?" She cautiously asks as she places one hand on my cheek.
My dumbass just sits here in silence staring at her, no words leave my mouth. Im just simply admiring her.

Before I can even attempt to say anything Rose speaks up.
"Why do you guys stay friends, daddy said you should date." She explains as she plays with the cash in her hand.

I suddenly find a lot of interest in the ceiling as I try to hold in the laughter that threatens to free itself.

"Why do you have ten dollars in your hands?" Scarlett asks changing the subject.
I look at Rose and Rose looks at me, I subtly shake my head 'no' as she opens her mouth to speak.
"Y/N gave it to me so I wouldn't say fuck again."
Just after she snitches on me, she gets up off the bed.

My eyes go wide and I grab the cover, pulling it way above my head. Im in for a slap I already know I am. Im in serious shit. I giggle slightly and try to get Scarlett to go easy on me.
"She woke me up by jumping on me! And it wasn't on my stomach!"

"You taught my daughter to swear!" Scarlett speaks as she stands up and playfully slaps the cover that is saving me from feeling the sting.

"It was an accident!" I laugh after hearing Rose laugh at the trouble she has just created.

Few hours later..

"Okay well now Rose is at her friends house, we can do whatever we want to" I grin as I place myself above her and lean down for a kiss. Scarlett's small, petite hand finds its way to my chest to stop me from going any further.

"Nope! You are not going to try and cover up your feelings with mind-blowing sex" She smirks as she fully pushes me off of her so I am now sitting next to her again. I lean back and sigh. I was really hoping she wouldn't bring this up... some part of me thought that I could just forget about Alyssa and Colin and everything would be great.
"Come on! Shit happened last night and sex with you sounds like the therapy I need."

Scarlett doesn't reply, only crosses her arms over her chest and gives me a stern look that's almost speaking for itself, silently saying 'Y/N start talking or you have five seconds to run and I'll beat your ass.' So I obviously choose the right option here and start speaking.

"I've already told you what happened last night, I don't know how else you would like me to explain it.."

"Just go over it with me again, this time you're sober."

So that's what I do, I tell her the same thing I told her last night. Only this time there is a lot more emotion and tears coming through. I just can't believe it was Alyssa who would do such a thing... my whole life is now out there for everyone to see. Im now constantly being stopped in the street and getting asked these stupid, horrible questions. 'Why didn't you fight back?' Or 'do you feel like you have failed your mother because you didn't protect her' or 'do you think you deserved what happened to you?' it's horrible and I don't want Scarlett and Rose dragged into it. Its not fair on them.. someone even asked me if I've ever hit Rose? What kind of question even is that? I would never lay a finger on her... or anyone, At least not outside the ring. Or only if they really deserved it like that guy in the club talking to Scarlett. I didn't even get into boxing because it was "violent" I was just good at it and wanted to learn how to protect my mum. Before I knew it People were posting videos of me online and they blew up and then I had people coming at me from every direction with opportunities to become big so I took the chance.
I always wanted to be a zookeeper when I was younger, I never dreamt of becoming a professional boxer... that was until my father swung his first punch. I was 6...
And that's exactly what I'm now explaining to Scarlett. I knew I had to explain it someday, so she really knew my past... I cant hide away from the subject any longer...