"Come sit" I said patting beside me so she slid in the blanket beside me putting her head on my bare shoulder.
"I know I shouldn't have raised my voice at you but I was really angry not at you but at sahil becasue I dont want him near you, I wanted you to tell me everything becasue I wanna be able to protect you, I know I should have said it in a different way but I didnt mean to take out my anger on you. I am sorry about that, ill never happen again I promise and I want you to know I will never ever hit you, do you understand that" I asked and she nodded but I wanted to hear words
"Words nandini", "yes I understand can I say something now" she asked softly and I nodded "of course you can"
"I didnt tell you because we were so happy and I honestly thought he wont call again but he called when I was showering but I kinda forgot about it later. I remembered it in the car and thats when you noticed and asked me. I swear I wasn't hiding anything I just wanted to enjoy a moment without sahil with you" she said and I understand her point of view I get it
"I understand baby, but you realize that he could have been able to trace your phone to anywhere and if I dont know that he called how will I take measures to protect you" I said and she shook her head "I know I was wrong" she whispered
"You weren't wrong, just next time let me know okay", "promise I will" she said
"I didnt flinch and jump becasue I thought you would hit me" she said closing her eyes, "then why did you" I asked
"In the past, when sahil and I argued on anything it could be small or big he would get angry and frustrated. And if I got my phone to call bhai to pick me up he would take my phone and hit me a lot, he always promised he wouldn't and then he did every time. He would push me and hit me then realize what he did and apologize and say it wont happen again but it always happened. He would say im ungrateful for him and that he deserves better than me" she said and I wanted to punch myself for being so stupid and not realizing the deepness in the situation
"So when you grabbed my phone I wasn't scared of you but those memories flashed before my eyes but please dont leave me I know I dont deserve you at all I know but I cant please Manik" her voice chocked as tears made their way down her cheeks
"Shh no baby, I am not leaving you ever nandini I promised you right that I would never leave so I wont ever. Things might get rough but nandini I wont go anywhere i could never I love you baby girl" I wiped her tears pulling her close to me, she put her leg over my lap and climbed on lap straddling me.
"I love you so much" she whispered looking in my eyes, "I love you so much more baby, just breath okay and then we can continue okay just breath, deep breath in, yes just like that and now deep breath out" she did as I asked her to and put her face on mine, her forehead resting against mine
"Whatever happened in the past will not happen again, I promise you with my heart nandini that I will never ever lay a hand on you, I will not raise my voice at you and if I do I will apologize right away becasue something I am bad with anger. But nandini, sahil was in the past and I want us to work out and I know you do too right" I asked and she nodded "yes"
"Then we have to communicate love, we have to talk about things and our opinions can be different and we handle things differently but doll we have come together and work out our differences we cant just not talk" I explained and she pulled back from my face
"I understand, im sorry for not talking I was angry at myself for jumping back knowing that you would never hurt me and then when I was gonna talk I got angry becasue of that innaya or whatever, she was caressing your arm and she even kissed your cheek thats not nice" she is so cute when she gets jealous.
"Im all yours baby girl, all yours head to toe, you dont need to be jealous", "im not jealous" she snickered back at me
"Okay you went jealous. You understood everything right", "I understand cowboy" she said leaning closer to me face. My eyes travelled down to her lips and back to her eyes, I leaned forward and she nodded, getting her permission I place my lips on hers as her hands travelled to the back of my neck and my hands went to her waist.
Her lips moved in sync with mine as if she is made for me, feeling her out of breath I let go of her lips nibbling on her bottom lip teasing her. Her forehead rested against mine heavily breathing.
"I love you" she pecked my lips and put her face in my neck, "I love you so much more baby" I kissed her cheek
"Lets get you some food and then sleep, you must be tired na" "my feet hurt I dont like these heels" she whispered in my neck
"I know, let me see ill massage them" I said and she shook her head "no its okay, you know I hate that we fought, I missed you so much" she kissed my neck making me close my eyes
"It wasn't a fight baby girl, it was an argument, and I need you to stop doing that. You being in my shirt is enough to turn me on but we have to keep it pg13 love" I said and she smiled against my neck
"Agreed, we don't want bhai to kill you" she giggled making me smile, "you are adorable baby, also I need you to be without a phone for a bit okay", "but my games" she questioned
"Use mine" I said and she simply nodded, "Manik I'm really sorry for hurting you sachi meh Maine jan buj kai ni kia tha woh sirf moments Thai jo yad a Gaye", "I understand baby, im not angry"
"You know there are some things that I haven't told you" she said looking at me still on my lap, "I know and im wiling to wait until you are ready to" I said and she shook her head
"Can I tell you now, if you are okay with that" she asked and I nodded "of course baby" I said smiling pecking her nose and leaning back.
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Roommates or soulmates 💔🖤
RomanceIt's hard to get over your past but carrying that baggage can ruin your present and future. Two souls completely different but similar cross paths. Let's see if they become just roommates or become soulmates.
