"Manik" she called and I looked back into the kitchen where she was and hummed
"I am sorry" she said and I got up grabbing my plate with me. "Why are you sorry, dont tell me you did something to my room" I asked and she shook her head as she sat on the counter beside me where I was washing my plate and fork.
"I am sorry for being so mean and rude to you, I really have not had friends so making friends is kind of hard for me. My luck with friends and new people isn't good but bhai was right you are nice" she spoke looking at her hands making me smile as I wipe my hands.
"Essai mat haso, Maine nice bola iska Matlab yeh ni tum mera dimag kharab karogai samjhai and you are still an asshole to me" I laughed at her justification
"Nandini, you are adorable and I dont mind you calling me an asshole its sweet that you care and thank you for the apology even though it wasn't necessary. I have had bad luck with friends and family too so I understand" I said and she hopped off the counter
"Why are you so damn tall dude" she wined looking up and I laughed, she is so cute
"Genetics baby and I used to play basketball" I said following her to the living room where she sat down and looked at me as I sat too
Nandini's Pov
I looked at him sitting down beside me and I wanted to tell him, I need to tell someone please. Its been eating at me for 2 fucking years and I can't anymore I will die if this feeling doesn't stop. Do I trust him though what if he says its my fault, fuck thats fine I just have to tell someone
"Manik" I called and he turned towards me
"Nandini I would never judge you, no matter what it is so if you want you can share it with me" he said and how does he even know what im thinking, he is something else man and sometimes I wish that I could fall for him wait what no nandini do nottt even think about it
I nodded and moved closer to him putting my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his hands around me pulling me closer, there was a sense of comfort in his arms, I wish to stay in his arms forever.
He pecked my head and guess I was ready, ready to fucking spill my past with him but just the thought of that brings tears to my eyes.
"I am gonna die with this fucking feeling in me, I can't deal with it anymore I can't I tried I really did but its been 2 fucking horrible years of my life but these memories won't go away they just won't just when I think it'll be okay, it'll go away and I will have a great day it fucking comes back it always fucking does" I couldn't help but cry I am fucking weak as shittt
He just caressed my hair giving me time and honestly I really appreciated that because it gave me comfort
"You know I really didn't understand why our parents passed away I was 10, bhai said they became stars. I hated stars I hated being so close yet so far away from them, I was always home my only friend was navya becasue she was in all my classes. She became close to bhai too and hence the marriage but my life was fucked up always. I was coping with it trying hard to not cry and ball my eyes out every second. I was doing my bachelors when I met sahil,the worst fucking mistake of my life. He is a year older than me and he was the one giving us a tour or the college. It was all fun and games until he asked me out"
"Nandini I know we have only met a few months ago but I have never in my life felt this for anyone, will you make me the happiest man and be my girlfriend" sahil said on his knees with flowers in his hand. I look around and the whole college is watching us
"Yes" I said
"Oh my goshhh thank you thank you thank you Nandini" he said hugging me
"And there it was, the worst started and not to mention he made me feel special for the firs few months, but then the shit hole fuckk I cant do this anymore" I yelled the last part and I felt manik's grip on my shoulder tighten
"Its okay baby girl take your time, should we go out for a walk, umm how about the park downstairs" he asked and I wiped my tears nodding
He got up and grabbed my arm as we walked to the park in our apartment complex. It was dark but the moon was enough to brighten the whole park.
"You're okay right baby" he asked and I just nodded. We sat down at a bench watching couples walking around in the park while some kids were playing around
"The first few months of us dating was amazing, he got me a flower every day and gifts and stuff every single fucking day oh not to forget he celebrated every week anniversaries. He came close to me a lot like closer than I liked, he wanted to kiss and I get it I mean I was in a relationship but I didnt want to kiss him just of that and it was my first relationship but I didnt want to. I explained this to him and at the time he said ya he understands but he was lying. On our 8 month anniversary he asked if I would move in with him, I refused so he asked if we could go on a little get away. I asked bhai who refused but after a lot of convincing from navya and me he agreed. You know I was so so happy, he drove us to the location it was amazing and then the worst fucking weekend started" I couldn't even imagine telling anyone this but getting it out was kinda helping, manik's hand was on my arm the whole time
"We were watching tv in the room he got for us and he umm he moved his hand on my thigh" I said closing my eyes because I feel it again the fucking touch
"He he kept moving it around and going up my thigh I stopped him a bunch a times but he just kept doing it, I grabbed his arm jerking it off me" I said and fuckk I cant
Flashback
"Sahil stop please I told you I dont want to yet" I said and he looked angry at me
"Fuckkk Nandini, its been fucking 8 months and you haven't even let me kiss you what kind of a fucking relationship is this huh" he screamed at me and I flinched jumping back
He threw the lamp beside me making me jump in fear and then he left. He was gone for a while and when he came back he was drunk.
"You fucking bitch" he screamed at me coming closer and I didnt know what to do
"Sahil no please you are drunk" I said trying to get away but he grabbed my leg pulling me closer
"Yes I am drunk but damn you have soft skin sweetheart" he said pushing my skirt up
"No sahil I dost want to please" I begged
"Shut the fuck up Nandini and if I heart I single word from you I will put my dick in you without thinking twice" he screamed in my face grabbing my neck
"No no sahil please dont, I thought you loved me" I was hysterically crying but he just laughed in my face
"Haha I cant love a fucking bitch like you, I just want some from you so you have two choice darling, one you can give me what I want or two I will take it" he said caressing my face and neck
His hands travelled down my neck and he pulled up my top, I was screaming but he just laughed
"No one will hear you sweetheart and even if they do they will thing we are enjoying" he said laughing as he threw my top somewhere
"Sahil I beg you please stop" I tried pushing him but that just made him angrier
"Fucking bitch" he screamed and took my skirt off too. He took his clothes off and stood there staring at me, I tried running and grabbing my phone but he pushed me to the floor.
"You don't learn do you slut" he yelled throwing a glass at me, it shattered in pieces
Flashback over
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Roommates or soulmates 💔🖤
RomanceIt's hard to get over your past but carrying that baggage can ruin your present and future. Two souls completely different but similar cross paths. Let's see if they become just roommates or become soulmates.
