Nandini's povHow is it my fault that he called me, this is why I wasn't telling him I knew he would react like this only. There is so much time and I dont know what to do, he said sorry but seriously man this is fucked up. I just wanna go home, and cry, I dont even know why I wanna cry.
"Talk to me" he said and I just closed my eyes I dont wanna talk to him or ill start crying
"Nandini baby please just talk to me, im sorry" he kept looking at me and I tell you if I die because of him I will kill him
"Keep your eyes on the road and I dont wanna talk" I said and he sighed
"Im sorry Jaan" here we go I am fucking melting, what do I do with this heart, I can't even stay mad at him
I didnt say anything back, he stoped trying to touch me or put his hand on my thigh after I pushed his hand a few times. I could tell he was guilty but it wasn't my fault what did he want me to do, I mean I cut the call right so what else could I do.
Those 50 minutes or so where the longest in my life like holly and I was kind of regretting not talking to him. He parked in an underground parking and as soon as he turned the car off I tried opening the doors but he put the child lock on like dude I am an adult
"We arent leaving until you and I talk" he said unbuckling and I wanted to pull his and my hair out
"I dont wanna talk though" I genuinely just wanted to be in his arms because past insecurities was Brough up again, his voice wasn't that high to scare me but it brought memories of sail hitting me during an argument
"Here is how its gonna go, we either talk about it and solve things right now or I can drive home and solve things there so you can pick what you want to do" he said very adamantly and I grabbed my phone but he grabbed it from my hand making me flinch and jump back in my seat
I opened my eyes a few seconds later and hurt was clearly visible on his face and thats when I realized what I did, I flinched jumping back because of sahil. I know Manik would never lay a hand on me, forget a hand he speaks so softly to me and him apologizing for raising his voice even when her voice wasn't even that high.
I looked up in his eyes and heard the doors unlock, I was about to say sorry when his phone rang.
"Hello, han cabir, dude I can see you" he said looking at bhai who just got down from his car along with navya.
He cut the call and got down, he opened my door as I got down and then he grabbed his coat/ blazer thing that matched with my dress. I fixed my dress and navya hugged me, "you look gorgeous nandini" she said and I smiled
"Says you bitch, I'm sure bhai is gonna have a very hard time controlling oh is that why the two of you are late" I teased and she laughed while bhai kissed my head.
"Wah manik, aj toh tu waiter lag raha hai," Bhai said and Manik groaned at him slapping his arm followed by a hug.
We walked up to the venue and the whole time, Manik didn't say a single word to me, he was always close by but not a single word. I knew he was hurt and I know I made a big deal when I could have just accepted his apology hell it wasn't even his fault nor was it mine but I understand him being angry because he wants to protect me.
We have been here for 5 hours and im tired, my feet kill from these heels and I just wanna sleep in his arms. This was supposed to a great night for us, I mean look at him he looks like a greek god so hot sexy handsome. He is surrounded by girls all the time yet his eyes are always on me and I realize that. I realize that I fucked it up, he doesn't deserve a bitch like me he deserves someone who can love him and pamper him. But I too damn fucking selfish to let him go, im not letting him go even if I have to fight a bitch.
I notice innaya talking to him, she is a model in the company but seriously he is actually smiling with her, fine be with her I just wanna go home. I see bhai talking to some people form other companies im assuming so I walk to him.
"Bhai" I said and he looked at the other humans and excused himself, "yes doll, what sup" he asked and I sat beside him putting my head on his shoulder
"Everything is messed up bhai, I just wanna go home, can you call me a cab please" I asked closing my eyes because if they stay open ill cry, "kya Hua" he asked and I told him what happened
"Nandini, he is right you should have told him, what if something happened then what" "bhai he is with me 24/7 what would happen to me" I said justifying myself and he caressed my hair kissing my head
"I agree but you have to understand that its better to tell us such things then wait for something to happen. And about you flinching and jumping back I dont know why you did that becasue honestly he would. Never hurt you, he doesn't even yell at you forget yelling his voice is so soft when he talks to you so imagine how hurt he must be thinking that you think he would hit you" bhai explained and I agree I 100% agree to that
"I agree bhai but I miss him", "see now think about it, he apologized even when it wasn't needed right, but you pushed him away and now he is ding what you wanted" he said and I wanted to strangle him too
"I will kill you if you lecture me when I tell you I miss him, I know im wrong but he doesnt have to be chipku to innaya and ignore me like this" I said and bhai laughed
"Seriously how is this funny", "nandini he has been looking at you from the past umm 6 hours, he might be talking to people but his eyes are on you and about innaya she is throwing herself on him" he said and I giggled a little
"Thank you for making me understand" I said smiling and bhai slapped my arm a little "go get your man and girl show off that ring he gave you, fiancé remember" he said and I laughed at this
"You gave him permission" I asked and he laughed confusing me "he asked me for my permission and I said yes and he even showed me the ring and asked if you'd like it, oh he asked navya too and he visited the stall where we used to go with mom and dad and asked for their permission too infront of the water" damn this man is thoughtful, he took my parents permission I love him
"Dont praise him more I am still angry at him", "ya whatever, have fun convincing yourself that you are angry" he said kissing my cheek and walking to navya while my eyes travelled to Manik who was sitting at the bar with innaya, fuck how long are they gonna talk
Being annoyed I walk towards them.
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Roommates or soulmates 💔🖤
RomanceIt's hard to get over your past but carrying that baggage can ruin your present and future. Two souls completely different but similar cross paths. Let's see if they become just roommates or become soulmates.