Loveless contract (Sidnaaz)

33

33- Avoiding

Sana pov,

I felt blessed after meeting his mom. Whatever she said sounded to be convinced. He hurts me but cares about me. I was left abandoned in an orphan. Coming here felt like I'm going to die every day, every night, every second, but now it changed all. He lusts after me, but still; he held back for me. His dad was a cheap, disgusting, but Sidis good. I admire his mother. He is broken yet strong. Mommy's boy...

It's been 9 pm. We both are waiting for him sitting around the dining table. My face brightened hearing his car sound. I jumped back on my legs to run towards the door and grab his bag, but I halted, realizing his mom's presence. She smiled at me.

"Go help him" she chuckled. I ran to the door excitedly. He stopped looking at me but not smiled. He passed an icy glare and walked inside, ignoring me. Did he think I complained to his mom about everything?

"Mark! How is your day?" His mom asked. Getting his attention?

"It's fine, mom. I completed my dinner. You both can have it. Sorry, I forgot to inform you." He said walking upstairs.

We both had dinner and left to our room. He is not in the room. I looked at his mom I was surprised to see the empty room.

"Where is he?" she asked me in surprise.

"Don't know, maybe in the study room?" I said, but he never uses the study room. He always likes to work in this room, sitting on the couch. In the study room, he is so casual when in no mood. She left to check on him. I hoped he will be back. All my hopes washed out seeing his mom returning silently.

"He is busy with work. We should sleep." She said in a disturbed tone. He never gave such a reply. At least not these days after his mom's arrival.

Did he get upset with me? Did his mom told him anything? All the thoughts made me restless.

Morning,

It's been 24hrs since he spoke with me. He left to the office early. Not even seen my face. Once upon a time, I wanted him to go away, leaving me in peace, but now same thing making me restless.

Why the hell he is avoiding me? I counted on every passing hour to get his call or message, but nothing happened. I skipped my breakfast and lunch, maybe dinner too.

"He will come night, dear. Please have something " His mother suggested, getting me a plate full of apple pieces.

"It's ok, I'm not hungry. "I said, keeping the plate aside.

"Why so restless?" She asked, sitting beside me.

"He is not talking with me. It never happened, mom" I said in my exhausted tone.

"Ask him directly?" She said so easily, but it's not easy to pull the lion's tail.

"He will get angry," I said, not meeting her eyes.

"Why will he get angry? You have a right to ask, and he is accountable to you. He always says he cares for you and this ignorance is affecting you and you can question him. You have all rights which I have because I gave him life, but you're giving him your own life. You know, dear man will be melted if you ask in a low husky tone. " She chuckled with a smirk. I laughed at her suggestion. It's true he melts if I pout.

My restlessness continued till the night and last he arrived. His mom sighed me with her eyes to go welcome him with a smile. I left towards the door as expected. He avoided me and left upstairs, not even looking at his mom. I signed in disappointment. She rolled her eyes at me. I ran upstairs behind him and jumped into his room before he shut the door.

He looked at me with an amuse and asked, " What!"

"Why you're not talking with me? "I shouted in anger.

"Lower your tone, arrange dinner," He said in a dominating tone.

"I want answer first!!" I snapped, blocking his way.

"I don't have mood, just leave!" He yelled, pushing me aside on his way. It hurts! I felt crying out.

"You're so bad, I didn't tell her anything about us. I did nothing. Why can't you trust me? I know the value of your relationship with your mother, but you always take me wrong. Why you hate me like this?" I cried out. He looked at me one last time before leaving the bathroom. He banged the door shut on my face. I just can't handle this!!

Sid pov,

I don't mean to hurt her. I was just exhausted. I feel I never did wrong. She came into the contract with her interest. She accepted everything, and I never forced her. I felt everything right, but I don't want to be her nightmare. I want her with all will. Somewhere deep down, I forced her emotionally to sign the contract. After talking with my mother, it made me feel like she hates me after what I did the other night. I should have trusted her a little. I should have checked the camera before getting mad. I should have respected her, but I messed all myself. She hates me. I was the reason for her tears today. This mirror is showing the reflection of her teary face which pleaded to stop whipping her. I'm a monster! I don't deserve to be with her.

I left down after a shower. My mother served me dinner. I glared at her, narrowing my eyes. She is lost, drawing patterns on her plate. I sighed my mom to look after her act.

"Mr. Sid, why you are so poor? Can't you just provide some paint board and brushes for this little girl? Look, she is drawing all in that tiny food plate." My mom chuckled, looking at me. She smiled a little, getting back to reality.

"I will get anything if she asks for!" I added, looking at her. She turned away her gaze from me. I completed my dinner and left back to my study room.

After an hour, I heard my door locked inside. I dropped my laptop and turned towards the door. It's Sana she is standing, folding her hands after locking the door.

"What!" I frowned.

"Why the hell you are avoiding me?" She shouted, I just blinked my eyes, not responding to her. She grabbed my collar and pushed me back on the door in anger.

"I just want to kill you. What mistake I did that you are giving this silent treatment. If you dare yell at me, scold me, but why this?" She was broken, her eyes are melted forming tears. This kills! Her tears hurt my skin like acid rain.

"You didn't do any mistake. I felt I'm scaring you. I wanted to give you space, which you wanted! I gave you freedom." I said wiping out her tears.

"I don't like it. Why can't you be good like previous? Why can't you talk to me? Why?" She cried, hugging me. I was surprised at her unfamiliar gesture. She never be so intimate with me.

"I felt you're uncomfortable" I mumbled calming her.

"I felt so worst from yesterday" she cried, rubbing her head on my chest. My heart jumped in happiness. My absence matters to her. She likes me. She doesn't hate me.

"Sorry, I took you wrong," I said. She had broken the hug and pushed me back on the door in anger. She slapped on my face softly.

"Always you take wrong... Don't you have a brain? Who is the idiot appointed you as CEO!!" she scolded cutely. I pouted, rubbing my cheek.

"Is it paining?" She asked, biting her lip. I nodded, faking innocence. She got on her toes and kissed my cheek. Her sweet gesture warmed my messy heart.