#1 In My Heart

Better

Todoroki POV

"We aren't fighting" Kats says. "We're having a discussion."
"About me..." I trail off. "You guys are so worried about me no one asks what I want to do..."
"You're absolutely right, Sho. We're sorry" Ei chimes in.
"No. Don't do that. Don't speak for me. Sho. You almost died." Kats is getting upset just thinking about it.
I walk over to him and hug him. "But I didn't. I didn't because you, Ei, and Midoriya saved me."
"I thought you didn't remember anything?" Ei suddenly questions.
"Don't be mad..." I say to both of them, releasing from the hug with Kats.
"Mad about what?" Kats pulls me back into him.
"I've remembered some things..." I say back looking up at Kats and back at Ei.
"Why would we be mad about that?" They both question.
"Because I kept it from you two..." I respond.
"Oh. That's okay. You're allowed to tell us whatever you want, whenever you're ready"
"Hm. Yeah?" I question.
"Of course, Sho." They both say in unison.
"I guess I should probably tell you guys, then..." I say making a fake pouty face.
"What...?" Ei looks at me with concern.
"I think I like you two a lot" I giggle.
"YOU IDIOT. THATS WHAT YOU WERE GONNA SAY. YOU HAD ME SCARED TO DEATH THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG!" Kats is so cute when he's all angry like that.
"Does this mean you're feeling better now?" Ei questions.
"Of course I am. I kissed Kats earlier and then I spent the whole day with you being so cute and nice and then I got cuddles from both of you. I may have had a little hiccup today, but someone told me that even the most mentally healthy people experience this sometimes. It doesn't mean I failed. It just means I'm human." I smile afterwards. Ei looks ready to kiss me, and Kats looks ready to cry.
"You're so fucking cute." Ei says embracing me in a hug. Kats soon joins although I'm pretty sure he wants to go cry somewhere.

"I'm really lucky, aren't I?" I say reading a manga I have yet to finish. "How do you mean?" Kats asks from the kitchen, making me some real soba so I don't have to eat "the trash that was sitting out all day".
"Because a lot of people can barely find happiness in one person. But I have two people in my life that love and adore me as I love and adore them. It's cute." I say not even looking up from the page.
"Are you feeling okay?" Ei asks me.
"Yeah I feel fine. Why?" I respond.
"You're just acting weird I guess. I dunno. I can't explain it." He says kind of shyly.
"You're just really giggly. And cute. I honestly haven't seen you like this since school." Kats says, this time stopping what he's doing in the kitchen to walk over to me.
"I'm just in a good mood is all. It's no big deal." I respond. It's true. I am in a very good mood. Despite what happened earlier, their presence just makes me feel calm suddenly. I also feel really loved. It's bringing out the side of me that I haven't seen in a while. I'm pretty sure this is the side of me that earned myself the nickname princess. I laugh to myself which catches both of their attention.

"What are you laughing about?" Ei says, sitting on the couch and laying my legs across his lap.
"Mmm us" I respond back softly as I feel Ei's hand run up and down the bottom of my foot. I feel Kats kiss me on the head as he leans down and hands me a bowl.

"Thank you for the food" I say excitedly. I haven't eaten all day. I also love when Kats makes me my favorites. It always tastes so much better than anywhere else.

Kats lifts up my legs and sits between Ei and I. I go back to laying my legs across their lap. They both hand me the remote.

"Here. You choose" Ei says in a calm manner.

"Just no weird girly shit. Or romance shit. Or ANYTHING Disney." Kats says. I feel Ei hit his shoulder and see him whisper something.

"Fine." He huffs. "Whatever you want" he says again slowly. Rolling his eyes.

As I go through all the entertainment apps I have, I can't help but notice that nothing sounds good.

"Mmm no it's okay. You guys choose something. I think I'd rather go back to reading." I say as I pick up the manga next to me.

"Are you sure?" They both look worried but content.

"Yes. I'm absolutely positive." I say back with a smile.

"Mmm okay." Kats grabs the remote from me and starts scrolling through. I think they settled on a horror movie but I'm not sure as I tend to zone out when I read. Well I thought I zoned out.

"Sho..." I hear slight whispers and feel a hand move some hair out of my face. "Come on. I think it's time for bed." I sleepily nod. I'm too tired to identify which one is talking to me. Honestly, I didn't even notice when I was picked up off the couch and brought to my bed. I'm pretty sure both of them are here. I'm also pretty sure both of them are about to leave.

"Wait..." my voice just barely squeaks out. "Can you stay here?" I ask. My voice still just above a whisper. "Please..." I say again.
"Well scoot over. We can't cuddle you if you're next to the edge of the bed" I hear the voice. I know that one's Ei. I move to the middle of the bed. I feel them both climb into bed on either side of me. I snuggle up to the boy on my right.

"Mmm Kats." I giggle.
"You haven't even opened your eyes. How did you know it's me?" He questions playing with my hair.
"Your scent" I say quickly while blushing.
"My scent?" He asks
"Yes" I giggle again. I feel behind me to find Ei and pull him closer. He leans down and kisses my head. Then my cheek. And my neck.

"Mmm don't do that" I giggle out as I feel a tingle shoot down my spine.
"Oh?" He breathes out against my neck, causing that tingle to come back. "Did you like that?" He questions. His voice in a way that I haven't heard before. It's lower. Gruff maybe? I know for a fact that it's hot.
"Maybe" I giggle back. At this point, both boys are playing with my hair.

"Come on. It's time for bed" Kats says, signaling us to go to sleep.
"Ugh fine." Ei says resting his head next to mine.
"Can we do this every night?" I question in a hushed, breathy tone, catching them both by surprise.
"Anything for you princess." Kats says with a laugh.
I deal with that in the morning. I'm much too tired right now. "Don't worry. I still haven't forgotten about earlier" I quickly say back. "Good night guys" I say again snuggling into Kats chest even more.

"Good night" they both say back in unison while plastering me in kisses.

I could definitely get used to this.