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12 : day 1

"Why are you looking at me like that? And did you cut your hair?"

Her intense gaze loosened up and she faked a cough as I said that. She had been looking at me up and down since the last few minutes. Not sure if she was judging my tacky clothes or something else, but the way her eyes pinned on my chest made me feel awkward.

"I can do whatever I want. Come here." Rosé shifted on her chair as her hand pointed me to walk beside her.

Her office was so spacious, it could fit some couches and a TV. The glass walls behind her showed the views of South Korea skyline and at the corner of the office, placed a guitar on its stand.

Does she play it even during work?

I walked towards her while awkwardly adjusting my steps as I wasn't used to wearing heels. If Rosé didn't tell me that I had to, I would have wore a pair of sandals instead.

I got closer to her until took a look at her freshly cut hair, touching only slightly below her shoulders. It was so sudden that she got a haircut and I guessed I was already used to seeing her with long blonde hair. Both looks are hot, anyway.

Her hands moved onto my hips and slowly going down, she reached the end of my skirt before sneaking her hands to my thighs. I inhaled a sharp breath as I could feel her soft squeeze on my thighs and in just a few second, she already put me on her table.

I wished for it.

"I've never seen you in this, Sunyoung." she said while her hands were wrapped around my waist and I could feel the friction of her thumbs drawing circle from outside my silk shirt.

"It's because I worked at a supermarket.."

Her hands carefully worked on the buttons, undoing the one by one until half of them were unbuttoned. She grabbed my shoulders, pulling me closer and her warm lips immediately were connected with mine.

It was impossible not to kiss back.

While one of her hands was resting on my jaw, another one made its way to my back, untucking my shirt from the skirt before she rubbed my lower back. I softly moaned in the kiss as I could feel her hand sneaked into my panties and grabbed my ass after.

She began to kiss my jawline and slowly went down to my neck. She cursed something under her breath.

"What's wrong?" I asked, worried if I did something.

"Sunyoung, this perfume.."

"The one you bought."

"You're inviting.." she smirked.

"It's still early in the morning, Rosé. This is my first day.." I whispered.

"I'm the boss, what are you worried about?"

I breathed heavy as she sucked on my collarbones. My legs were already shaking and spread wide open when she continued to kiss my chest. She was about to pull the straps of the bra down my shoulders but stopped as we heard a knock on the door.

She rolled her eyes before helping me to button up again. I fixed my hair and about to stand again on the floor but as I was left unfinished, my legs trembled and I had to grab onto the desk.

"Shit, can you walk?" her hand sneaked across my waist, helping me to stand.

"Yeah, just slowly.." I tried to stand still with my weak knees.

She let go of my waist and I attempted to walk as normal as possible to the door. I opened the door and I smiled to the face I had never seen before and looked like she was confused to see me in Rosé's office.

"You're the new secretary?" the woman asked.

"Yes, I'm Yoon Sunyoung, Ms. Park's new secretary. Nice to meet you." I didn't even know if I actually should introduce myself.

"Nice to meet you too, Sunyoung. I need to get in and talk to Ms. Park. But.. do you mind doing one more of your buttons? I think it is too.. you know." she eyed on my chest.

I immediately looked down and saw my exposed chest. My head turned to Rosé again and there she was, lying her back relaxedly against her chair and smirked as she saw my panicked face.

"Sorry and thank you for telling me. I'll go first." I did my button to my collars as I passed the woman one last smile.

I fastened my step to my desk again and I noticed the empty desk next to me before I got in to see Rosé was now occupied by someone.

"Good morning!" I greeted her as I sat down on my chair. She was busy rescheduling something, maybe it was another important person of this company beside Rosé.

She stopped her work as she heard me. She turned around and she grinned. "Good morning and welcome to this company! Finally, Ms. Park hired someone as her secretary. What's your name?"

"I'm Sunyoung. And you?"

"I'm Yujin. Been working here for 4 years under Ms. Park's family."

"That's quite a long period. I hope I can learn from you. By the way, what did you mean by finally? Rosé didn't hire anyone before me?" I asked Yujin.

"What did you call Ms. Park?"

"Ms. Park."

"Okay, great. Yeah, it's been a long time since she had one. Like.. 5 months ago?"

"That's not too long." 5 months ago was the first time I met her. Does that mean she didn't have any side bitch other than me during that time?

"Yeah, it is considered long for us since she likes switching her secretary like.. thrice a month? Don't know what's up with her." she shrugged her shoulders.

"I see.. does she have a boyfriend?" I tried to ask, though I meant girlfriend.

"She has a girlfriend. And that girl is so crazy. She often comes here moody to look for Ms. Park, as if we are paid enough to entertain her. Gosh, so annoying."

"Really? What's her name?"

"Yeli? Yeji? Yeri? I don't even remember but she will show up anytime, you just have to wait.  And oh, I think one of the reasons Ms. Park kept changing her secretary is because her girlfriend got jealous. I think."

I nodded at her. I rethought my life decision if what I did was right or wrong.