better.

19

I woke up not so early in the morning and felt the warmth of Rosé's body around me. My body was between her arms and she was facing me. I could hear her little snore, indicating she was still sound asleep after quite a tiring night. I smiled at her innocent sleeping face which is nothing alike when she's serious. I snuggled in and buried my face in her neck, not wanting to leave the bed after I embarassed myself crying in front of her yesterday.

I breathed in and I could smell her perfume from last night. It never failed to drive me crazy. There was one time she also said how my scent turned her on. I guess this was how she felt.

She seemed to be bothered me shifting in her arms and that made her tightened her grip. She groaned in her sleep before she continued to snore.

I couldn't really breath well as there was almost no space between my face and her neck but it's not that bad. I looked at the small hickeys she let me to leave on her neck and smiled. At least there's something I can be proud of. They were still red and I'm afraid they would turn purple in no time. I leaned in and left some soft kisses on them. Get well soon.

"Sunyoung.." she finally woke up with her raspy voice. She noticed how quite strangled I was in her arms but she chose to still hold me tight.

Her fingers brushed against my bare back and shoulder. I could feel her sniffing my hair and it made me blush a little. I didn't know if I should pretend to be asleep or answer her.

"I think we're using the same shampoo." she said.

"Really?" I pulled away from her and immediately went to smell on her hair. Smelled the same as mine.

"Oh, you woke up already?" she asked while her hands were still wrapping round my waist.

I returned to my old position and buried my face in her neck again, ignoring her question. "Yeah, but let's just stay like this. We don't really have anything to do, anyway."

She let out a a chuckle. Her hand moved from my back to slowly pulling down the comforter that covered my naked body. She trailed one finger from my chest, down to my stomach and my hips. It was enough to make my breathing unstable.

"How can you even think that I won't need this anymore?" she asked with an amused tone.

"Don't you dare think it's about money anymore, Rosé. It already embarassed me to say that I want it because I like doing it with you."

"Alright, fine. And I'm sorry, too. I was really busy recently. I didn't have much time to sleep either." she covered me again and continued to rub my back.

"May I ask something?"

"You're already asking. What is it?"

"Your girlfriend doesn't mind that you're doing it with me?"

She went silent for a bit. "She's not my girlfriend, Sunyoung."

I looked at her in disbelief. Her reaction was blank. "But she's always with you. There was even one night when she came to your house and got mad when she saw us together. Yesterday, weren't you guys om a date?"

"It looks like that but it's not. It's just one sided." she said.

She sighed but then she snorted when she saw my face. "Why are you surprised?"

"No, it's just.. so you don't like her back?"

"No, Yeri doesn't love me back."

"What?!"

She nodded. "I'm not lying."

"Wait, how is that possible? How can she not like you? But she looked like she was jealous.."