Shattered

Guests At The Rickelle's

The house is a bit silent when we get home.

I realise what we've done. We left Charlotte with Elizabeth, she probably killed her.

I chuckle at my own thoughts.

"You know I can carry him." I tell Nate, while he carries my son in his arms.

"Why? he's my son too." He says jokingly and I only chuckle.

We walk up from the gallery and all the way up to Ethan's room.

We tuck him in. I smile as I watch the two.

I walk over to cover him properly with they blanket.

I kiss his forehead. And for a second I forget that we have company.

"I love you so, so much baby. You are my everything." I say then I move his bronze hair to kiss it.

Nathan is smiling at the doorway. I walk out to the  bedroom and be follows suit.

"I'm going to wash off the dye." He says pointing to his head.

"Why did you dye it in the first place?" I ask. He smiles.

"I had a photoshoot but I also wanted to try something new. But it wears off ." He shrugs.

He is in the shower for almost half an hour before he leaves the shower.

He must have forgotten that I'm in the room as his waist is covered with a towel. He walks to the closet and changes.

He sits next to me and removes the towel.

I'm not focused on the reveal, but instead on his tanned and muscular body.  He is so dreamy.

"Eyes up here sun flower." He says and I look up to see his smirking face.

I realise that his hair is bronze as well but a shade lighter than Ethan's . I've seen this exact colour somewhere.

"So? Am I the man of your dreams now?" He asks and I laugh.

"Not even a chance." I say sarcastically.  He laughs and I join.

I am laughing had and he is staring at me do so. I almost miss the words he murmurs.

"God, I love that sound." He whispers under his breathe.

I smile and I head to the shower. I change into pyjama shorts and his hoodie and I lay on his bed.

Soon sleep engulfs me. I can hear the lull sound of the thunder. But needless to say I fall asleep.

I wake up to whispers but I keep my eyes closed.

"Do you think she's going to wake up?" Ethan asks.

"If we're quiet enough." Nathan says back and they giggle.

They shuffle into the bed and sit together. I smile.

"Dad?" Ethan calls after a few seconds of silence.

"Hmm?" He answers.

"Do you love my mommy?" The liyylenguy asks.

There is a beat of silence and for a moment I think that he is not going to answer.

"Yes champ. She is my sun flower. " he whispers so lowely. I almost dont hear him.

And I know that is his intention. They chat more before I fall asleep.

I wake up early in the morning to the two guys who are cuddling and had me a part of the cuddle.

I smile at the sight.