Kodie. Heart broken and haunted by her past. Rae. Arrogant.....well a bitch. Has faults like everyone else. What will happen when the two worlds collide and crash together? Read to find out..
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It's been a year. I mean that's all I can say. I'm not mad or sad about anything that happened I'm honestly just trying to find myself. After kodie left I was struggling to stay sane. And when she didn't want to see me I honestly didn't know what to feel because I completely understood what she was going through. But I knew it was for her best interest that I didn't force her into seeing me. So I hadn't tried since. Neither has she. I don't even know if she's still there. It's almost been two years. I eventually came to the conclusion that it was best for me to move on.I finished school and leaving with my associates. Basketball was a no go for me. The injury on my wrist when I was jumped never healed. I just wanna start fresh and start over. I love kodie, I always will but I have to do what's best for me.
So currently I'm packing. I'm moving to texas, Houston to be exact. I'm excited yet nervous because I'll be the all alone and by myself. I don't have friends or family here or there. Other than Mililani and cam, but they will be here. Speaking of I'm meeting her tomorrow along with everyone else to say my good byes. I decided to take a break and smoke. I grabbed my box stepping outside on my balcony sitting in my bean bag and lighting a pre rolled blunt. I grabbed my phone and played WAIT FOR YOU by Future ft. Drake. Deep in thought my mind drifted off to kodie. I wish shit was different. I wish we would've met differently. I wish I knew her before this. I wish she knew me before this. I missed her so fucking much. This shit was eating me inside. I just wanted to hear her voice.
"Fuck this." I said grabbing my phone and dialing her number.
Ringgg ringgg ringgg ringgg ringgg-
"Helloooo" someone who I know is not kodie sang into the phone
"Hello?" I asked
"Um hellloooo? I don't here anything!" The soft voice giggled
"Stop playing! Give me my phone Deyja!" I heard laughing and my heart sank. I knew that voice. That's voice I was longing to hear.
"K-kodie?" I hardly got out as tears filled my eyes
"I'm sorry baby, nobody on there anyway" the other voice giggled. Baby?
"Hello? Uhhh ok then." Kodie said before the line disconnects. I was lost for words. It's been two years almost. No communication or anything from her. I was lost. Why couldn't she just tell me. Why couldn't she just be honest with me. Shaking my head I rid my thoughts. I keep trying to tell myself to let it go. Let her go.... But it wasn't that easy. Though at this point I'd had no choice. Grabbing my phone I decided to sent her one last message before my new beginnings and my new life started.
I love you. So much. I always will...
I left it at that before blocking and deleting the number. I just need to focus on me and begin to find myself. This new version of me....
