Different type of love

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Kodie pov

"Kodie, wake up it's time!" I heard my mothers scream from in the hall. I shot up running to see her standing in her doorway in a puddle of fluid with tears running down her face

"Shit. O-ok let me get our stuff" I grabbed our pre planned bag and began looking for Rae that I had just realized was missing, but She was no where in sight. Where the hell is she?

"Ahhh!" My mom cried out snapping me back to reality. Ignoring it I help my mom to the car grabbing the keys and the bags on the way.

"I know mama." I said squeezing her hand letting her know I was here. I hated seeing her in pain. I sped through lanes as fast as I could. I tried calling Rae and lani also but no response.

"Uh! Where are they!" I yelled out in frustration.
"Somethings not right baby" she moaned out in pain.
"Dammit! Ok ma we almost there hold on for me"Ten minutes tops we made it to the hospital I jumped out running not even thinking

"Kodie!" I heard her yell still from the car

"Oh shit! Sorry ma" I said as I went back to grab her

"Help! My mom s-she's in labor!" I yelled frantically as my mom let out the most ear piercing scream.

"Ahhh!! Help please, Please something's not right.." blood began to trickle down her leg and she began to stumble over her feet

"Get Dr. John now!" The nurse yelled bringing in the cot helping her onto it

"What's wrong with her!" I cried out but no one would answer

"She needs an emergency C-Section! We have to get her to a room now!" The doctor yelled. Her body laid upon the cot as Her eyes began to weakly shut, slowly loosing consciousness. I didn't want to leave her side. I couldn't. There was something deep down inside telling me something was going to happen

"Ma'am you aren't allowed in the emergency room" the nurse said stopping me from following my mom behind the double doors

"What? Why the hell not!?" I yelled furiously.

"This is an emergency procedure ma'am, considering her current situation, please just follow me." She said. Not even having the energy to argue I followed behind her closely. We walked into a room that had a big glass window. I could see my mom on the other side as the doctors prepared her for surgery.

"Why am I in here? I need to be with her!"

"Ma'am this is all we can do for now, please calm down. Everything will be fine.

" If anything happens to her I swear to god I will fucki-"

"Ma'am!" She yelled cutting me off.

"There is no need for the disrespectful language! Everything will be ok! I need you to calm down. Do you have any family you can call?"

"No." I said wiping my tears

"Jesus. Well sweetie this is all we can do for now. The doctor has done this a million times. Just relax."
There wasn't much I could do so I just nodded my head. She left me in the room that only had a bench sitting by the window.I could that they had begun the procedure. She laid there lifeless and there was nothing I could do about it. My eyes filled with tears once again. I wasn't sure what was happening and what would be the outcome but I couldn't take my mother being taken away from me. I needed her.
I tried to call Rae and lani for the millionth time and still no answer. This pissed me off.

"Fuck you Rae. You got what you wanted....I'm so stupid to believe you, was I not good enough?" My voice cracked as I said into the voice message. I couldn't believe I trusted her. Only for her to lie and leave. She said she wouldn't leave me. She said she wouldn't hurt me. It felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest stomped on and shattered. I couldn't believe all this was happening. All at once. Everything was falling apart. I can't ever be happy. Why does everything bad happens to me?

"Calm Down, calm down." I cried trying to be strong. This was all to much. I began to feel lightheaded. I couldn't breathe and it felt like my chest was caving in.

"Lani please answer...I need you, please!" I cried in the phone....still no response. I was shaking and I began to see dark spots in my vision. I looked over to see My mom still laid unconscious. Seconds later I see the doctor pulling out this precious small pink little baby. Extremely small.

"Hey! I need to go in there!" I yelled weakly.

"Ma'am the procedure isn't complete. This was a high risk pregnancy. Considering her history. This could change things. For the worst. I'd prepare to call family." A nurse came out and said. I could hear her but everything was fading away. Everything moved in slow motion. And before I knew it all I seen was black.....

3 hrs later.

Beep..beep..beep
I woke up to constant beeping in my ear.
What the hell happened?...
I looked around seeing tan walls and different machines hooked up to me. What the hell?

"Hey, how are you sweetie?" A lady in scrubs walked in and said

"Why am I here? What happened?" I asked confused

"You don't remember sweetheart?" She asked with saddened eyes.

"Baby. You passed out and hit your head"
What the hell?
"What?" I asked in disbelief
"We tried calling someone for you but we couldn't get anything." Hearing that's made memories rush through me as well as a surge of emotions.

"Where is my mom!" As asked shot up from the bed, beginning to take out the needles and cords off of me

"Baby calm down, please sit back down you need those." She said pushing me back onto the bed.
"Please tell me she's ok?" Tears sprang free from my eyes blurring my vision but I still could see in her eyes that things were simply not ok.
"I'm sorry there wasn't much we could do..."

This cannot be happening......
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Don't hate me. Lol I love y'all but I'm sorry!