Different type of love

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(Listen to that👆it's one of my fav's)

Mililani pov

"Ma I'm not mad at her I'm just mad at the fact that she still doesn't trust me still..."

"Well baby, obviously it's something deeper than the surface...and that's what you got to understand." I sighed we were sitting on the couch in the living room drinking tea as I was soaking in everything my mom was telling me

"You remember when your dad died? And you met that girl? She asked

"Yea..." I said

"What was her name?....um, Ramani! Yea, her-"

"Ma? What does mani have to do with what were talking about?" I asked her

"First off, don't ever cut me off. And secondly, just hear me out ok."

"So as I was saying remember when you had met mani, your dad had just passed, she wanted to get to know you but you wouldn't let her in for about two or three months.....why?" She asked

"...I-I was scared"I confessed putting two and two together figuring out what she was implying

"Yea? Well why?...."

"Because I thought she would hurt me.....and in the end she did so I built a wall..."

"Exactly..." she said kissing my forehead then leaving me to let me wallow in my thoughts.... I understand what my mom was trying to get at but it's just that I felt with Kodie our relationship was different...I'd felt like i've know her for years, but that's just how I felt our bond was, then again Kodie could feel a totally different way and that's just something I would have to except.

Agreeing with myself I stood to my feet and proceeded to make my way out the door.....

Kodie pov

Baby don't let me down
Got a lot goin on right now
And I need you to hold me (need you to hold me)
Baby don't let me down
Got a lot goin on right now
And I need you beside me (need you beside me)

And when it gets cold
And I'm feelin kinda lonely
I'm hopin that you're gonna put a cover on me
When it gets cold
And I'm feelin kinda lonely
I'm hopin that you're gonna put a cover on, on me

Baby if I break down
Will you catch my tears before they hit the ground (the grooouunnd)
Baby if I open my mouth
And let my darkest memories come ooouut
I need you to stick around (need you to stick aroound)

And when it gets cold
And I'm feelin kinda lonely
I'm hopin that you're gonna put cover on me
When it gets cold
And I'm feeling kinda lonely
I'm hopin that you're gonna put a cover on meeee
(Meeee)
(Meeee, ohhhh)

I softly sang along with the music I had lightly playing on my beats pill. Its been about three hours since Mili walked out on me and I feel like shit. Why? Because when you sit back and see how much a person has done for you or is willing to do it makes you realize how much that person truly cares. I know....well I hope....I don't know honestly, I just don't trust anyone, and I didn't mean for Mililani to get offended it's just that I got shit that's happened to me that still bothers me till this day. Which was all done to me buy people I thought I could trust......but I-I think I can trust mi-

Knock knock

I heard interrupting me from my thoughts

"Yea?" I said turning my music down