I've always been an over thinker, a worrier, I get nervous over the LITTLEST things that I don't necessarily need to worry about. Ever since I can remember, people have called me "up tight" and "too worried all the time". I've been told "don't overthink things". Sure, maybe I shouldn't worry about all the little things, and focus more on what's going on right now; but that really isn't anyone's place to tell me what I am and what I should and shouldn't do. I overthink... a lot. Lots of times I lay awake at night and I can't get my brain to just STOP. But that's who I am. I am an over thinker. I analyze everything, I try to make sure the best possible outcome happens. I can't help it. Some of my closest friends tell me I'm thinking too much when they know that's ALL I really do.
I've entered in our Annual Art Show at our local college and I am so nervous. Writing this, actually, my stomach is in knots. We don't get judged until tomorrow (Thursday, April 23, 2015). I get so so nervous. How many times can you spot me saying 'nervous'? XD
I've decided this; sometimes it's better if I just ride it out and go with the flow. I overthink. I analyze. That's me, and I'm sticking with it. *dramatic trumpets play*.
ALSO SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN THIS LOVELY BOOK. I REALLY MISS IT. I'LL TRY TO WRITE AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK!!!! ALSO... DO YOU THINK I SHOULD GET A NEW COVER???
as always... more rants to come.xoxo
