Jordan Voight: Teenage Years

Role Reversal

Jordan- 15/16

History was indeed repeating itself yet again. Only the circumstances were far different. Again. Jordan was sitting in a hospital, she hated hospitals ever since her brother died in one. She couldn't stand to be inside them but for her family she'd step inside one all day long.

There were dried tear stains on her cheeks with fresh ones falling. A blank emotionless look on her face, her body trembled. Her teary eyes glanced at her father who kept constantly pacing, he kept stopping every doctor and nurse trying to get information. But nothing. Nobody told him anything.

Jordan was still trying to figure it out. All she knew was this had been Denny's fault. That bastard had to go and dig into something he had no business going into. That deranged bastard had to dig into Kevin Bingham's murder, the same bastard who had taken her brother. Her best friend. Just as Jordan was finally coming to terms with Justin's death, her miscarriage, Erin's departure, Lexi's death. Then this happens.

Her godfather, Alvin was attacked in prison and stabbed. They rushed him straight to surgery as soon as he got to the hospital. The entire time Hank stayed by his side until they held him back. The older man didn't want to but he made the dreaded call to his daughter. When Jordan heard the words, her blood ran cold and heart stopped again. She rushed down to the hospital.

Before she knew it she was surrounded by her father's team, she was so out of it she hadn't even felt Adam pull her close to him. She curled into him grabbing and gripping his shirt tight as she could in her fist. The urges were there and they were strong. The room was filled with dead silence, the tension was so thick it could be cut with a hot knife.

Time passed slowly. The clocks ticked slowly. Still there was no update. Nothing. Jordan had thought she felt Adam rubbing her back, she was trying not to allow herself to feel anything because if she did she'd lose her sobriety.

Finally after what seemed like eternity Hank had emerged very slowly, a broken expression on his face. No words had to be spoken, his face said it all. Alvin died. Jay punched a wall and stormed out, nobody dared go after him. Everyone sank down into chairs. Hank engulfed Trudy into his arms. Adam held Jordan as a scream and a cry tore through her throat letting it out at the top of her lungs, the young officer held her tightly to him as she started to fight.

"Jo, Jo sweetheart it's ok" Adam told her, his voice cracking.

"Let...me...go....Adam...let me...go!" Jordan cried, trying to get out of his hold.

"I got you darlin. I got you"

She was shaking her head, fighting more in his arms. "No. No no no no. Not again"

Hank went over, tears streaming down his eyes. "Jo Jo, come here baby"

The teen looked at her father, Adam let her go and the upset teen just about launched herself at her father. Her body trembled and shook, fresh tears ran down her eyes and cheeks.

"Not again. Daddy please no. Not again" She cried, gripping his coat.

"I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry"

After a few minutes of sobbing she had stopped, she was emotionally drained and she was forcing herself not to feel anything she didn't wanna feel anything. She was afraid if she did she'd lose her sobriety. The next few minutes were a blur. Everything happened so fast. Before she knew it Hank had taken her home and put her on the couch. Soon Jordan's vision was blurred and soon she passed out, her breathing finally evened out.

When she awoke the next morning she looked around a tad bit confused, then everything was hitting her at once. Alvin died. Her father brought her home. She was now enraged, fueled by anger, not bothering to change she looked around the house to find her father. She eventually found him sprawled across the bed when she got close she smelt the foul odor of booze.