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Phoenix's pov
The guys don't eat. Not here anyway. They seemingly avoid the rays of the sun whenever it'd pop out shortly, they're freezing at all times...and when jasper is around and I'm feeling something negative it changes...weird.

He's a magician

I roll my eyes at my thoughts. Their eyes are also a shade of gold, I've never seen that before. I tell Bella "I'll be out relay the message to Charlie?" She nods and smiles "have fun" I nod and I find them at my locker and put my things away and ask "ready?" They're tense. I don't think I've ever seen emmett be serious yet. Again I feel calmed. They send me a smile "come along Darlin" jasper says. I nod and we walk out hand in hand my hand warming their cold ones and their cold ones cooling my hot ones.

We end up in the woods and I follow them "you're not gonna cut me up and eat me right? I'll have you know I'm probably not appetizing" I tell them following them as they lead me. Emmett laughs "trust me gorgeous you're safe with us." We end up on a cliffs edge. I mutter "woah" taking in the view. I turn to the boys and ask "what did you want to tell me?" "We're not normal" jasper starts "I know...I like that about you two" I reply.

It's not normal for people to be this cold all the time, and have pale skin as if there's no blood running through their veins, and have golden colored eyes. It's not normal for people to be able to completely pick up an engine by themselves. But emmett did. His excuse was that he lifts weights. But I can tell that was a lie. Emmett smiles "glad you do...but we're not just...a little different Nix. We...." He pauses and looks to jasper looking pained and jasper continues "we're vampires....we call ourselves cold ones. We didn't want to hide anything from you or have to lie" what? I feel calm again and I glare at jasper "stop it!" He chuckles "you knew it was me"

"It's not hard to tell when one second I feel angry or upset and when I see you my mood does a complete 360." I reply. I ask "how old are you both?" Trying to wrap my head around it. Vampires. I pause remembering how I found my parents and the red hair I found and the flash of seemingly red eyes I saw in the window a few days later when I cleaned the house. "20" emmett replies and I roll my eyes and he chuckles "92" my mind keeps going to the day I found my dead parents ripped apart as if an animal did it. "164...and 20 as well" jasper says. I nod and ask "how does one change?" "A bite. Our fangs hold venom and it turns you....it's excruciating. Your blood flow stops and your skin turns to ice and you wake as a new born with red eyes...if you feed on humans the eyes remain red if not...they're gold...I'm the newest to the animal diet Darlin" jasper adds.

Jasper says "somethings bothering you...what is it?" I sigh "I came home a few months ago in florida to see my house a wreck...blood all over...both my parents were murdered blood gone, bites all over...the only clue I found was a curly red hair...it's why I live with the swans now. But a few days after I was cleaning the house and in the window I saw red eyes...I went outside and all I found was boot tracks though it wasn't unusual to me at the time considering where we lived...they pushed it off as an animal attack. But I always knew they were murdered now it makes me wonder"

Silence. I add "people found out when we moved towns and I was accused of it. So I moved here with Bella" emmett says "I'm so sorry for your losses" I ask "am I crazy for thinking...." Jasper is quick to say "not at all. I get the feeling maybe you're right. There's human feeding nomads all over the place. It honestly wouldn't surprise me if one got into you're house and did that...I'm sorry you had to see the aftermath of what can happen and had to feel that pain Darlin"

I kiss both their cheeks "thank you for trusting me" emmett says "you feel what we feel when we touch right?" I nod "there's more to it..." emmett sighs. I nod trying to understand and he says "there's a thing called soulmates and blood singers. I'm sure you know what a soulmate is or heard of it" I nod confused by the second term...blood singer. "A blood singer is a person we find who's blood appeals to us and sings to us. A lot of our kind end up killing them because of it. But more often than not a cold one can take a blood singer as a mate, though they are bonded in a way...it's not the same as a soulmate bond" he explains. Jasper squeezes my hand "you're our soulmate Phoenix...we are made for one another...it's why you miss us even when we just saw one another a second ago, it's why nothing seemed to make sense before we met...our souls...are made for one another's"

"So...what I feel isn't real?" I ask confused. They chuckle "Darlin what you feel is more real than anything you've ever felt before" Jasper replies. I ask "and I'm both of your soulmate?" They nod. "We won't ever push you into anything" emmett says. I reply "it's not...the first time I've been with multiple people." They nod "I guess we should ask you to be ours then huh?" Emmett says.

I ask "do you burn in the sun?" Not comfortable. Yes I'm polygamous. And yes I like them. We're kind of destined to be together. And I know they're vampires or cold ones as they call themselves but...I still am afraid of losing them. I don't want to lose anyone else. Emmett replies "we...sparkle like diamonds but are you going to answer the question" I feel calm again and happy and I glare jaspers way "stop. It makes me feel bi polar and weird" he stops and replies "feeling you feel upset and afraid and anything negative pains me....and I can make you feel better so I thought I could" I kiss his cheek "I appreciate it but...I want to feel how I really feel jasper" he nods and I ask emmett "what's your thing?" "I'm stronger than the average one of us...Edward can read minds, alice can see the future in visions. Rosalie has beauty, our father figure Carlisle can withstand the smell of blood more than anyone and our mother figure esme has a natural motherly essence" he replies and I nod. Jasper asks "why were you afraid by the question?"

I sigh "I'm tired of losing people. Opening up only leave me open for pain and...I don't want to lose you two for whatever possible reason. Whether you get tired and go, or I grow old and you no longer want me...or you get killed by one of your kind...I just...don't want it" emmett rests his forehead on mine "you will never lose us. Ever. We're yours. We're not going anywhere and we could never tire of you...old or not. If you want ti change and we feel as if you're serious and thought it through...Carlisle can change you. We're going to be here however long you want us in your life for. Only you have the power to make us go" I kiss him. He freezes and then relaxes into me kissing me back just as feverish. He pulls me into his lap and I tug at his dark hair and our tongues meet. I break for air after a bit and he smiles at me "we're not going anywhere" I move into jaspers lap and kiss him as well. He's more hesitant but still passionate, soft. I ask "show me what it's like to be one of you" he chuckles and puts me down and emmett crouches and I jump onto his back "hang on tight princess" and I do and we speed off, Jasper following.

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